Although it may seem that she is just patiently plodding along, Judith Exner is actually quite shrewd and has a clear purpose in mind. She is far more astute and ambitious than her rather gentle, forbearing manner (described in the previous chapter) would suggest.
Serious, disciplined and quietly ambitious, she is driven to prove herself and to achieve material accomplishments and success. Her work, her position in the world, and her contributions to society are very important to Exner. Judith Exner will persevere through enormous hardship and frustration in order to reach a goal she has set for herself, and she often sacrifices much in the area of personal relationships and home life in order to do so.
Judith Exner has a thoughtful, quiet and self-contained disposition and does not readily show her inner feelings and needs. Judith Exner seems to always be in control, capable, efficient and strong. She is often the person in the family or group who is given more responsibility (and more work) than the others. She is highly conscientious and even as a child she possessed great maturity, soberness, and worldly wisdom.
She is basically a pragmatic realist, and though she may have all sorts of dreams, ideals and colorful theories, she feels that the ultimate test of a concept is its practical usefulness. Judith has an innate shrewdness and business sense, and there is a bit of the cynic in her as well.
She is clear-headed, detached and objective, and is not swayed by emotional dramatics. She is often authoritarian - strictly fair, but without mercy. Judith Exner has a great respect for tradition and even if she does not agree with certain laws, she will abide by them or strive to change them, but never flagrantly disregard them. Cautious and conservative, Judith Exner plays by the rules.
She is subtle, understated, quiet, deep, not easy to get to know intimately, and never superficial. She is a modest person and sometimes overly self-critical. Giving herself (and others) permission to feel, play, be spontaneous and silly, and sometimes weak and vulnerable is not easy for Exner.
Exner's strong points are her depth and thoroughness, patience, tenacity and faithfulness. Her faults are a tendency to be rigid and inflexible, and too serious.
Her career, reputation, and public image are very important to Exner. Judith Exner has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. The merely personal sphere does not satisfy her; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Judith Exner may undervalue the personal or inner side of life.
Judith Exner tends to see things from her perspective only and to be rather subjective. She also enjoys talking and expressing her views but does not always listen as well. Judith Exner has a clear mind, a love of learning and new experiences, and she needs constant mental stimulation and activity.
Judith has big aspirations and the desire to succeed in life in a grand way. Judith Exner tends to exaggerate, promise more than is feasible and misjudge by being overly optimistic. However, she never gives up on her hopes for the future. Exner tends to be restless and discontent with the responsibilities and limitations of life.
Impulsive, restless and spontaneous, her life is apt to be somewhat unstable and full of sudden changes. Judith Exner is extremely independent and craves excitement, adventure, freedom and discovery. Exner has a rebellious streak and she often feels she is unusual and different from society's mainstream. The unorthodox and the novel appeal to her.
She is infused with a sense of personal destiny or mission and can be extremely driven, obsessed and fanatical. Learning about power and how to use it effectively is definitely on her agenda. Judith Exner confronts abusive power, tyranny and dominating people who will teach her about power and eventually force Exner to claim her own.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Taurus and Sun in Capricorn
Sun in Capricorn
Sun in 10th house
Sun Conjunct Mercury
Sun Square Jupiter
Sun Square Uranus
Sun Opposition Pluto