challenges and difficulties
Judith has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Exner.
Exner is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Judith Exner does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Judith Exner better than being with groups of her own peers.
Judith Exner has a tendency to feel inadequate, perhaps even unlovable, and she tends to withdraw from others. Consequently, Exner may feel lonely and out of touch with everyone and that she has no support from anyone.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in her relationships with others, Judith Exner may feel that she is better off by herself. Judith feels that she does not fit in very well with people and she finds team-work in groups or associations difficult to achieve.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Judith Exner instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Judith Exner needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Judith Exner's path lies in cultivating idealism and humanitarian feelings, being concerned with how Exner's actions impact the world at large, perhaps becoming more aware of the social implications of Exner's life style and personal choices or becoming active politically. Participating in organizations that support Exner's ideals is one way to do this.
When under stress she is likely to become overly focused on herself and her own little world.
Instead of "how will this benefit or hurt me?" Exner's focus needs to shift to "how will this affect us all?".
Ideally, Judith Exner needs to strike a balance between doing for herself and doing for others, by discovering how Exner's unique gifts can benefit others.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Judith Exner is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The following are specific activities that will support Judith Exner in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Exner, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
She needs to give and receive affection, love and pleasure (primarily with the qualities described previously). Judith Exner has to learn to respond to, appreciate and create beauty, art, harmonious surroundings and relationships. She needs to be aware of aesthetics and to do things in a gracious, pleasing manner. Judith Exner has to start enjoying life, nurturing friendships and cultivating her ability to love and to receive love.
Judith Exner should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. She may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Exner's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. She is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Judith really wants such jobs or not, usually because she has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in her path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Exner's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
She may have an inner fear of separation and could feel left out or ignored at times. Judith Exner may have not received much affection while she was growing up or it had to be shared with others. Judith could find it difficult to show her love in her relationships.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mars/N. Node
N. Node in Aquarius
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Venus
N. Node Conjunct Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Venus/Saturn