challenges and difficulties
Gong Li often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Gong Li.
She may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Gong Li does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Gong Li must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Gong Li tends to suppress her feelings and may be somewhat inhibited in love relationships. She may often feel rejected or she may give the impression of rejecting others herself. Perhaps her mother or father found it difficult to express their affection.
Basically shy, Gong Li may become a bit inhibited when talking with other people. Gong Li tends to withdraw from others and likes to live a humble, quiet life in seclusion. She may get involved with a group of a secretive nature, although Gong Li is not generally one to join groups.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Gong Li instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Gong Li needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Gong Li needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Gong Li's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Gong Li's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Gong Li to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Gong Li is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Gong Li needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Gong Li needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Gong Li should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
She enjoys relationships with others who can tune into the spiritual world and Gong Li is likely to join groups or associations that sponsor psychics and that explore the connection with karmic influences.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Venus
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/N. Node
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Neptune