challenges and difficulties
Coleen Gray takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Coleen enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Coleen Gray also fears entrapment in close relationships.
Coleen Gray takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Coleen can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Coleen Gray is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Gray can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Coleen Gray will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Coleen feel a little out of step with others. Coleen Gray takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Coleen feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Coleen Gray has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
Basically shy, Gray tends to be somewhat inhibited in love relationships and may feel uncomfortable or awkward expressing her love for someone. Coleen Gray longs for love relationships and dreams about love, but is also inclined to torment herself because of a seeming lack of affection.
Because she is somewhat inhibited when initiating relationships with others, Coleen Gray may prefer to be by herself. Coleen may feel that she does not fit in very well with others and as a result, may have difficulties with team-work.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Coleen Gray instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Coleen Gray needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Her natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing her situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing her situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Coleen Gray copes with stress. Coleen Gray also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
Her development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Coleen Gray to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Gray's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
She is highly emotional and tends to display her feelings in a theatrical way. Coleen Gray seems to enjoy being somewhat eccentric and finds it difficult to adapt herself to others. Although she may seek emotional fulfillment, Coleen does not do well in relationships and teamwork surroundings.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/N. Node
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Pluto