challenges and difficulties
Stevens either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Tabitha Stevens may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Tabitha Stevens feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Stevens is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Tabitha Stevens does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Tabitha Stevens better than being with groups of her own peers.
Tabitha Stevens tends to seesaw between hope, optimism and faith versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. She needs to overcome impatience and restlessness in order to achieve her dreams and desires for a better life.
At times Tabitha Stevens struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Tabitha Stevens has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Tabitha occasionally.
Tabitha may find it difficult to express herself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Tabitha Stevens' parental home may be oppressive and strained.
Tabitha Stevens tends to suppress her feelings and may be somewhat inhibited in love relationships. She may often feel rejected or she may give the impression of rejecting others herself. Perhaps her mother or father found it difficult to express their affection.
She is somewhat pessimistic and prone to depression. Tabitha Stevens may feel like withdrawing from everything, with the sense that she is not adequately equipped to handle her life. She may need someone else's point of view to balance her overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tabitha Stevens instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tabitha Stevens needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Stevens' deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Tabitha Stevens has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in her public life and career that Tabitha Stevens is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Stevens' reputation and standing in her community or professional circle, as well as how Tabitha Stevens achieves her important life goals and aspirations.
Her conversations with others tend to be lively and productive but could also easily turn into arguments. The subject of Stevens' discussions is likely to concern educational matters.
Tabitha should take extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Tabitha Stevens could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Opposition Saturn
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Moon
Saturn Conjunct Moon/Venus
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node Opposition Neptune/Asc.