challenges and difficulties
Martha Fiennes often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Fiennes.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Martha Fiennes understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Martha Fiennes is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Her emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and she has a tendency toward pessimism. Martha Fiennes may not feel as close in her relationships to her loved ones as she would like to, and Martha may find it difficult to give and receive love.
Martha should take care not to trust others too blindly. Some of her friends or associates may be untruthful and try to deceive her, resulting in great disappointments or even losses for Fiennes.
She is susceptible to deception by others and may encounter people who dissuade her from her objectives and try to use her vulnerability to their advantage. Martha Fiennes should watch her relationships very carefully so she will not get seriously hurt or disappointed.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Martha Fiennes instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Martha Fiennes needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Martha Fiennes needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Martha's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Fiennes' understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Martha Fiennes to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Martha Fiennes is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Martha Fiennes needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Martha Fiennes between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Martha Fiennes seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Fiennes' task.
Martha Fiennes has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by blurting out blunt comments. Martha loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when she is with them.
She is highly emotional and tends to display her feelings in a theatrical way. Martha Fiennes seems to enjoy being somewhat eccentric and finds it difficult to adapt herself to others. Although she may seek emotional fulfillment, Martha does not do well in relationships and teamwork surroundings.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Moon/MC
Saturn Opposition Neptune/N. Node
Saturn Opposition Neptune/Asc.
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Pluto