challenges and difficulties
Linda Evangelista often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Evangelista.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Linda. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Linda Evangelista is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Evangelista wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Linda Evangelista seesaws between playing it safe, and doing something unique and original, between self-control and letting loose, between being a responsible adult and a rebellious adolescent, between what Linda has to or should do and what her spontaneous impulses tell her to do. All of this creates enormous inner tension as well as friction with people in her environment. Linda Evangelista may, for instance, bitterly resent government or authority figures who "crush her individuality", yet ignore her obligations and responsibilities, thus ensuring that they will pursue her. Learning to give each side its due is an ongoing challenge for Evangelista.
Linda Evangelista feels that she must work very hard and struggle against tremendous odds that impede her chances of fulfilling her life's ambitions. Linda may adopt a very hard, cynical, or nihilistic attitude that will only drag her down further. There are major problems with her father or figures of authority. Linda Evangelista may fail simply to spite "them", without realizing that she is primarily hurting herself. If she can overcome her feelings of loneliness, bitterness or isolation, and direct her energies toward constructive endeavors, Evangelista can be immensely effective because of her tremendous tenacity and potential for achievement.
Linda Evangelista has a tendency to be too critical of herself. She may be plagued by feelings of guilt about some past events, leading to further self-doubt. Linda must learn to handle her frustration, depression and discontentment and try to overcome her lack of self-confidence.
She is inclined to exercise self-control and tries to suppress her inner excitability or irritability. Evangelista can be somewhat self-willed, though, and strive to be independent. If Linda Evangelista feels that someone is holding her down too much, she may suddenly break up the relationship.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Linda Evangelista instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Linda Evangelista needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Linda Evangelista needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Linda's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Evangelista's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Linda Evangelista to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Linda Evangelista is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Linda Evangelista needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Linda Evangelista is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Linda Evangelista tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of her relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, Evangelista gets the impression that others try to restrain her.
Linda Evangelista tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate herself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Evangelista, and she may frequently encounter some upsets or hostility.
Because of some other people and circumstances around her, at times Linda Evangelista may find it difficult to follow her ambitions. It could be to Linda's advantage to sever her relationships with those controlling or trying to abuse her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus
Saturn Opposition Pluto
Saturn Opposition Moon/Mars
Saturn Opposition Moon/Uranus
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Uranus
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Pluto