challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Boswell. John Boswell tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for John.
Boswell is generally not a "joiner" and he does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If John Boswell does participate in a group, he may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or he may simply feel that he does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits John Boswell better than being with groups of his own peers.
John Boswell tends to be somewhat insecure and uncertain about his direction in life. Frequently plagued by doubt and fear, he is inclined to worry a lot. Because Boswell lacks the confidence to fight back, he may allow himself to become the victim of others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which John Boswell instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction John Boswell needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
John Boswell needs to take what he has learned (either through formal education or his own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either John's quality of life or that of persons in his world, is of little real value. Putting Boswell's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in his daily relationships, and in the multiple choices he makes every day, will enable John Boswell to really test his belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, John Boswell is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. John Boswell needs to cultivate his ability to live in the present!
It is in his public life and career that John Boswell is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Boswell's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how John Boswell achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
John Boswell loves to show off the strength that he possesses and he has a strong desire to dominate others. John seems to have an exuberant craving for recognition and importance and a need to influence and lead large groups of people.
John has an inner need to share his experiences with others and he talks to his friends and acquaintances in a very open manner. Socially minded, John Boswell likes to cultivate close relationships, especially with women.
He is very obliging in his interaction with other people and can easily relate to them. John Boswell is likely to have many friends and acquaintances who share the same ideas and viewpoints as he does.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune/MC
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun/Pluto
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Asc.