challenges and difficulties
Hans Bender often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Bender.
It may be difficult for Hans Bender to play spontaneously or just let his hair down, for he tends to inhibit that side of his by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression he is making.
Hans may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for he wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though he may indeed be outstanding, Hans Bender also needs to learn to relax and enjoy himself more.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Hans Bender instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Hans Bender needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Hans Bender's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Bender's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Hans Bender is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Hans should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Hans Bender can offer the world at large.
It is in his public life and career that Hans Bender is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Bender's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Hans Bender achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 5th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 10th house