Bonnie Lee Bakley
challenges and difficulties
Bakley both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting herself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Bonnie Lee, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Bonnie Lee Bakley is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Bakley.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Bonnie Lee Bakley understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Bonnie Lee Bakley is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Bonnie Lee has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Bonnie Lee Bakley needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Bakley will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Once she decides what she wants to do, Bonnie Lee Bakley will pursue her goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for her deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make Bonnie Lee feel a little out of step with others. Bonnie Lee Bakley takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply Bonnie Lee feels and how driven she is about the things that are important to her. Bonnie Lee Bakley has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to her, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
Bonnie Lee Bakley has a sense of duty and responsibility, but may find it difficult to make up her mind and come to a decision. Bakley is somewhat slow to act, and her need to be fully prepared inclines her to let good opportunities slip away at times.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Bonnie Lee Bakley has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Bonnie Lee Bakley instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Bonnie Lee Bakley needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Bonnie Lee Bakley to become distracted from her path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to her. Bonnie Lee Bakley needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until Bonnie Lee directs her attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", she is apt to dabble, scatter her energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for her life and aligning her daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Bakley's larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward her personal development.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Bonnie Lee Bakley is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Bonnie Lee Bakley back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being bound to past events and experiences because of her desire to belong, deep attachments to family and the familiar (even if they are neither nourishing nor helpful), the desire to nurture or be nurtured by others, and a strong resistance to cutting the umbilical cord.
She is well-mannered and has a kind, helpful and obliging nature. Bonnie Lee Bakley is very social, loves to entertain and enjoys talking with people. Bonnie Lee feels mentally in tune with others and makes a good companion.
Bonnie Lee should use extra care in her relationships with people, for she could easily end up in the wrong crowd. Bonnie Lee Bakley could be the victim of fraud and falsehood or through association may become an accessory to malicious action.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 10th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Mars/Pluto
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Opposition Moon
N. Node Opposition Sun/Mercury
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Asc.