Secretive and inclined to brooding silences, it is difficult for others to really know her inner core, for Zeng Jinyan only trusts and opens herself to a select few. Allowing herself to be vulnerable and to relinquish control in relationships is not easy for Jinyan.
Zeng has intense, passionate loves and hates and is a jealously loyal and protective friend - or a fearsome foe. Zeng Jinyan has a nasty habit of holding onto past hurts, resentments and guilt - and to keep such feelings to herself. It is important for Zeng Jinyan to learn to forgive and let go, as well as to express her feelings openly and directly, rather than hiding or repressing them.
She is not content with superficial appearances and is always probing beneath the surface of things for hidden motives. Zeng Jinyan has a great deal of emotional depth.
Jinyan gets a lot of emotional fulfillment through her involvement in groups, clubs, organizations, community activities, or a network of close friends who support and care for her. Zeng Jinyan makes friends her family, and she feels a close kinship to people who share some ideals or beliefs that she holds dear. Zeng Jinyan needs close relationships with people outside of her immediate family.
Her feelings depend on the conditions in her environment and therefore Zeng Jinyan could be subject to moods. She is likely to have spiritual or life experiences that touch her deeply. Zeng Jinyan could also become involved in situations where others take advantage of her.
She is subject to changing moods and tends to alternate between associating with others and being completely alone, seeking to regenerate herself in solitude. Zeng Jinyan seems to be too critical of herself and tends to generate distance from others.
Her emotional tension could be quite strong and the pressure may seem unbearable at times. She may have a sudden desire to liberate herself from the stress and may release her tension towards women. Zeng Jinyan could also feel lonely and depressed at times.
Zeng Jinyan seems to float above reality and has a very intense imagination. Zeng likes to daydream and is apt to have many wishes and illusions that rarely have a chance to materialize. She is guided by her feelings and seems to live in a world of her own.
She is quietly devoted and faithful to her loved ones and often becomes subservient to her love partner. Zeng Jinyan is more comfortable showing her love by doing or making something for her loved one, or simply being there for her, rather than by making any romantic, soul-stirring declarations. She is timid about expressing too much sentiment or emotion. Zeng Jinyan also underestimates her attractiveness and lovability and doubts her own worthiness of love and appreciation.
Zeng Jinyan craves very intense, deep, emotional relationships, and would even prefer stormy, tumultuous relationships to ones that are calm but lack vitality and passion. Zeng loves wholeheartedly and expects all-consuming, total devotion and attention from her partner. Casual, light relationships hold no appeal for Jinyan.
Zeng Jinyan is extremely amorous and it is difficult for her to go without romantic relationships for very long. When she is attracted to someone, Zeng Jinyan pursues her very ardently and sometimes comes on too strong. Being engaged in creative or artistic work can also satisfy her very strong desire for love and beauty.
In love relationships and romance, it is important for Zeng Jinyan to be able to deeply respect her partner. Zeng looks beyond the superficial qualities to see their inner worth (or lack thereof), before she lets herself really fall for someone. In fact, too much glamour or flashiness is something of a turn-off for her. Zeng Jinyan is capable of mature, lasting, loving relationships and seeks a mate who is deep, loyal, and committed. She may be drawn to someone older than her.
When it comes to love relationships, Jinyan is likely to feel pulled in several directions at once. In addition to her desire for depth and security in her relationships, Zeng Jinyan has an impulsive side and a need for a lot of variety and excitement, as discussed in the following paragraphs. These urges do not have to conflict, but they certainly can, especially if Zeng acts on her spontaneous impulses without much consideration for their long-term effects on her personal life.
Her love feelings are easily aroused and her romantic relationships begin with a sudden electric attraction, but they often end abruptly, and Jinyan may be in and out of love relationships - especially in her younger years. Zeng Jinyan craves emotional excitement and needs to feel spontaneous and free, so she may avoid making firm personal commitments. Unusual or nontraditional forms of love and relationships appeal to Jinyan, and she is attracted to unique, creative or unstable people.
Her romantic relationships tend to be deep, intense, passionate and highly emotional. It is "all or nothing" with her. Oftentimes Zeng Jinyan is irresistibly attracted to someone and feels that she has very little choice or control over her powerful feelings.
She may well be highly magnetic and sexually attractive herself. Zeng Jinyan should beware of using this power to manipulate people, for she could gain the reputation of being a "user".
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Moon in Scorpio
Moon in 11th house
Moon Conjunct Sun/Neptune
Moon Conjunct Jupiter/Saturn
Moon Conjunct Saturn/Uranus
Moon Conjunct Neptune/MC
Venus in Virgo
Venus in 8th house
Venus Conjunct Mars
Venus Sextile Saturn
Venus aspects Saturn and Uranus
Venus Square Uranus
Venus Sextile Pluto