challenges and difficulties
Beckett both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know him intimately does not come easily to William, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. William Beckett is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Beckett.
William Beckett takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of himself at work that he compromises his health. William can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. William Beckett is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Beckett can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which William Beckett instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction William Beckett needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
William Beckett benefits by becoming more aware of the rhythm of the seasons and the natural world, learning to slow down and allow life to unfold in its own time. Nurturing a garden, a child, or some other living, growing thing gives William Beckett a sense of inner balance.
William Beckett has a tendency to be deeply suspicious, to not take anything at face value and to see hidden agendas and dark motives even where none exist! Life does not have to be a constant conflict... William needs to learn to accept things as they are.
Beckett also needs to develop patience, peace and stability by grounding himself in his daily work and behaving consistently and reliably towards others.
It is deep within himself, as William Beckett faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that William Beckett keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold William Beckett back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
William Beckett's rigid self-control overly restricts his ability to freely express himself or explore possibilities. He is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. He tends to be fearful, judgmental towards himself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside himself. William Beckett should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Beckett's responsibility.
William Beckett has a tendency to shy away from other people, and he reacts toward others in an almost fearful way. Beckett seems to lack confidence in himself and for this reason may feel that he lacks the ability to adapt easily to relationships with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 6th house
N. Node in Taurus
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Opposition Moon/Saturn