Behind Tequila's rather jovial, open, enthusiastic demeanor (as described on the previous page), there is a very different side to her - deeper, more serious, and more emotionally intense, as described below. Her optimism and idealism are tempered and balanced by a certain skepticism and a sense of the darker side of life and of people.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, she is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Tila Tequila is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and she only allows a special few into her inner world. Like a wary animal, she is cautious and mistrustful of those she does not know until "he sniffs them out". She is highly instinctive and intuitive. Tila Tequila usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though she may be unable to clearly articulate why she feels the way she does. Her feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Tila Tequila also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and she forms very intense love bonds and attachments. She is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that she perceives as a threat to her relationship with someone she loves. When Tila Tequila commits herself to someone or something, she is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Tila merges with or "marries" the person she loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for her, and often stormy and nasty. When Tequila has been wounded, she is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Tila will most certainly never forget the hurt and she often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to her.
Whatever she does, Tila does with passion and fervor, and she often goes to extremes. Tequila can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Tequila can also be very narrow-minded: either she is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for her at all. Rarely is Tila Tequila emotionally detached and objective. She definitely has a fanatical streak. She is also immensely strong-willed and her tenacity in pursuing her objectives often borders on obsession. She is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Tila Tequila loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Tila never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Tila Tequila tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Her career, reputation and public image are very important to Tequila. Tila Tequila has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. She is not satisfied with the personal sphere alone; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Tila Tequila may undervalue the personal or inner facet of life.
Tequila can be an inspiring leader of a team or group effort. Her dynamism and energy evokes the same in others, and she sees healthy competition between people as a plus. Generally, Tila Tequila enjoys fine health as well.
Inwardly she is zealous and fanatical, though she may hide her personal desires and intentions, as well as the intensity of her feelings. She is driven by a deep inner sense of destiny and mission and an almost compulsive desire for personal recognition. Tila is infatuated with power, incredibly willful and stubbornly fixated on achieving greatness or being someone Special. Tila Tequila tends to worship heroes who have powerful personal magnetism and charisma, and she often seeks to emulate them. Tila has potential for tremendous good or tremendous evil.
She is a bit impulsive and excitable and wants things done quickly. Tila Tequila tends to be very impatient with anyone who is slower or less energetic than she is. Tequila will fight for what she wants but should guard against mishaps or accidents.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Sagittarius and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 10th house
Sun Sextile Mars
Sun Conjunct Pluto
Sun Conjunct Mars/Asc.