challenges and difficulties
Tila Tequila takes her personal relationships so seriously that they may seem more like work, constant effort and compromise, rather than a free and enjoyable sharing experience. She may feel that relationships in general require more of her than they are worth, and Tila enters into any close relationship cautiously and conscientiously. Tila Tequila also fears entrapment in close relationships.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Tila Tequila understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Tila Tequila is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Her disposition is somewhat melancholic and Tila Tequila may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Tila has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Tila Tequila takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from her mistakes.
She is subject to rash decisions and impulsive actions that may have sudden, unexpected consequences and undesirable results. As she lacks the capacity to adapt, Tila Tequila may encounter considerable tension in her relationships and is likely to have disputes or even violent fights with others.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tila Tequila instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tila Tequila needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Tila Tequila is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Tila Tequila's growth. Tila Tequila needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. She may see the qualities that she needs to develop more fully (described above) in her partner. It is important for Tila Tequila to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in her life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them herself. Tila Tequila has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about herself through others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Libra
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
Saturn Conjunct Mars/Uranus
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 7th house