Secretive and inclined to brooding silences, it is difficult for others to really know her inner core, for Susan Hayward only trusts and opens herself to a select few. Allowing herself to be vulnerable and to relinquish control in relationships is not easy for Hayward.
Susan has intense, passionate loves and hates and is a jealously loyal and protective friend - or a fearsome foe. Susan Hayward has a nasty habit of holding onto past hurts, resentments and guilt - and to keep such feelings to herself. It is important for Susan Hayward to learn to forgive and let go, as well as to express her feelings openly and directly, rather than hiding or repressing them.
She is not content with superficial appearances and is always probing beneath the surface of things for hidden motives. Susan Hayward has a great deal of emotional depth.
Her own feelings and emotions are something of an enigma to Susan, and it is often difficult for her to share what she is feeling with others.
Susan Hayward frequently withdraws from the world and needs a healing, peaceful environment in order to blossom and come out of her own world.
Hayward identifies with the oppressed, disenfranchised or underdog in any situation and she wants to help them or care for them in some way.
Sensitive and sentimental, Susan Hayward is deeply attached to her family, old friends, familiar places and the past. She is romantic and tender in love relationships, and it is of utmost importance to Hayward to remember birthdays, anniversaries, family rituals and other personally significant days. Susan Hayward seeks caring, emotional support, and security in her love relationships. Susan likes to be needed, as well as to cherish and protect her loved ones, of whom she is somewhat possessive.
Susan Hayward craves very intense, deep, emotional relationships, and would even prefer stormy, tumultuous relationships to ones that are calm but lack vitality and passion. Susan loves wholeheartedly and expects all-consuming, total devotion and attention from her partner. Casual, light relationships hold no appeal for Hayward.
Intimacy does not come easily to Susan Hayward and she may appear cold or unfeeling to others due to her emotional reserve and caution. Perhaps due to painful relationships and separations in her early life, Hayward does not trust others very easily and it takes a long time to break down all of her barriers and defenses. She may feel that she has few friends or people that really care about her. Susan Hayward needs to learn to value and love herself more and to express her appreciation for others more openly.
When it comes to love relationships, Hayward is likely to feel pulled in several directions at once. In addition to her desire for depth and security in her relationships, Susan Hayward has an impulsive side and a need for a lot of variety and excitement, as discussed in the following paragraphs. These urges do not have to conflict, but they certainly can, especially if Susan acts on her spontaneous impulses without much consideration for their long-term effects on her personal life.
While she may seek loving relationships and an "everlasting" love, this is not easy for Susan Hayward to find - or more precisely, to sustain. When Susan becomes romantically involved with someone, either she or the other person will create rifts once a certain level of comfort and predictability has been achieved. Even if there is no outward break in the relationship, a certain emotional aloofness or dissatisfaction is apt to develop. This is because Susan Hayward really wants both closeness and absolute freedom - a combination that is difficult to attain. However, if she does not at least attempt to honestly fulfill both of these urges, seemingly random events will wreak havoc in Susan's closest relationships.
She is inclined to do everything with love and may even be in love with her profession. At times Susan Hayward is apt to consider her work as a substitute for a partner, but she could also show some narcissistic tendencies.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Moon in Scorpio
Moon in 12th house
Venus in Cancer
Venus in 8th house
Venus Conjunct Saturn
Venus aspects Saturn and Uranus
Venus Quincunx Uranus
Venus Conjunct Mars/MC