challenges and difficulties
Paul doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Sean is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Sean Paul works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Paul may find it difficult to relate to people and express his feelings, especially in love relationships. On one hand, Sean Paul wants relationships and on the other he would rather be by himself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Sean withdraw from others and feeling lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sean Paul instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Sean Paul needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Sean Paul has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that he is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Sean Paul needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, he has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, he may encourage others to depend on him emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Sean Paul needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in his public life and career that Sean Paul is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The latter will impact Paul's reputation and standing in his community or professional circle, as well as how Sean Paul achieves his important life goals and aspirations.
The following are specific activities that will support Sean Paul in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Paul, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Sean Paul should develop true self-confidence and the willingness to put himself "out there", be seen and shine. Sean needs to be willing to take on a leading role. He needs to be a hero - a protagonist in his own story - by cultivating the courageous, active, and positive masculine qualities he possesses. Doing creative work that he is proud of - anything that comes from Paul's heart and bears the stamp of Paul's individuality - is important. Also, being a mentor, a helpful, encouraging force in the life of someone less experienced than he is a way for Sean Paul to grow and become more whole himself.
Sean Paul should develop faith and confidence both in himself and in a higher power that can guide, nourish, and help him. He needs to expand his willingness to dream and envision better things in life by studying religion, philosophy and other subjects that enable him to acquire a larger, more inclusive view of the world.
Being generous with his time, energy and resources in helping others achieve a better life will in turn benefit Sean Paul.
Sean Paul tends to pick his friends and associates very carefully and is always on the look-out for responsible and congenial people. This enables Sean Paul to feel secure with his colleagues and he enjoys good relationships with them.
Sean Paul has a very engaging manner in the company of others and his relationships with other people are likely to be harmonious. Some of his connections may prove to be helpful to Sean with his plans.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Opposition Venus/Mars
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 10th house
N. Node Conjunct Sun
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter
N. Node Conjunct Sun/MC
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/MC