challenges and difficulties
Samuel Beckett often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Beckett.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Samuel from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Samuel Beckett feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Beckett remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Samuel Beckett needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Samuel accomplish this task.
Samuel has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Samuel Beckett needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve his aspirations. Beckett will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Samuel Beckett instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Samuel Beckett needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Samuel Beckett's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Beckett's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Samuel Beckett is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Samuel should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Samuel Beckett can offer the world at large.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Samuel Beckett is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Samuel Beckett needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Beckett.
Beckett always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Samuel Beckett has a way of integrating the needs and feelings of others, while taking into consideration the proceedings of the association.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 4th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Mercury