Montel Vontavious Porter
challenges and difficulties
Alvin Burke Jr. is wary of becoming emotionally dependent on others, and may distance himself or deny his needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that he will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Montel Vontavious Porter may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for MVP.
Montel Vontavious Porter takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of himself at work that he compromises his health. MVP can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Montel Vontavious Porter is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Alvin Burke Jr. can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
His faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by a great deal of caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Montel Vontavious Porter has for his life are firmly held in check by his sense of reality. At times he may wish for more freedom, but MVP also fears it and holds back. Montel Vontavious Porter may blame practical limitations, some external condition or the prevailing Authority for his own inhibitions.
Once he decides what he wants to do, Montel Vontavious Porter will pursue his goal tenaciously and, if necessary, sacrifice a great deal for his deeply felt convictions. This trait tends to make MVP feel a little out of step with others. Montel Vontavious Porter takes things a little more seriously and has an inclination to be somewhat of a fanatic, although probably not flamboyantly so; as a result, others may not be aware of how deeply MVP feels and how driven he is about the things that are important to him. Montel Vontavious Porter has a deep inner resolve and is willing to struggle to do the things that are really meaningful to him, rather than follow an easier but less meaningful course in life.
At times Montel Vontavious Porter struggles with nebulous worries, insecurities and fears that may be difficult to pinpoint. Mostly, he may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of his mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Montel Vontavious Porter has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if his religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting himself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over MVP occasionally.
Montel Vontavious Porter tends to experience inner conflicts between his responsibilities and his desires. Alvin Burke Jr. may give preference to duties over desires, which makes it very difficult for him to be truly happy.
Because he lacks self-confidence, Montel Vontavious Porter has the feeling that his luck has abandoned him. He is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, place too much emphasis on wishful thinking, and then get disappointed when nothing happens.
He is inclined to be rather serious and withdrawn. As he feels very uncomfortable in the presence of others, Montel Vontavious Porter shies away from social contacts and prefers to be by himself.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Montel Vontavious Porter instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Montel Vontavious Porter needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
It is easy for Montel Vontavious Porter to become distracted from his path by the multitude of interesting choices, possibilities, and options available to him. Montel Vontavious Porter needs to develop single mindedness and focus. Until MVP directs his attention to some of the big questions, such as "What is my life's purpose?" "What is really important to me and essential to my happiness?", he is apt to dabble, scatter his energies in many directions and engage in activities which are entertaining but ultimately neither fruitful nor enriching.
Having an overall vision for his life and aligning his daily activities so that they support rather than detract from Alvin Burke Jr.'s larger purpose in life, is a significant step toward his personal development.
It is deep within himself, as Montel Vontavious Porter faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Montel Vontavious Porter keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Montel Vontavious Porter back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Montel Vontavious Porter's rigid self-control overly restricts his ability to freely express himself or explore possibilities. He is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. He tends to be fearful, judgmental towards himself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside himself. Montel Vontavious Porter should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Alvin Burke Jr.'s responsibility.
Montel Vontavious Porter has a strong desire to take part in social functions and entertainment and cultivate an active exchange of thoughts with others. MVP also appreciates associations and has the ability to carry enterprises to a successful conclusion through teamwork.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 6th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Square Pluto
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Moon/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
Saturn Opposition N. Node/Asc.
N. Node in Sagittarius
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter