challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Bellamy. Matthew Bellamy tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Matthew.
He may have vague but ever-present feelings of guilt and fear that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Matthew Bellamy does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend himself from its dangers and its unknowns. Matthew Bellamy must learn to overcome his ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Matthew Bellamy instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Matthew Bellamy needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively he is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Matthew stands alone when he does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Matthew Bellamy has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that he must be self-reliant and that only he can come up with the answers he needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate him from others, or make Matthew Bellamy feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Matthew Bellamy calls social "games" do not come naturally to him. Matthew Bellamy needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in his dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Matthew Bellamy needs to integrate in tangible ways: how he makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what he does with the resources he has. Matthew Bellamy should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 2nd house