challenges and difficulties
Lucien has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave him feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with his peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Kouassi.
His fears revolve around money and material security, and Lucien Kouassi works very hard to ensure that his assets are solid. He may be very conservative, even stingy, with his money because he is afraid there will not be enough. He may turn this fear around and become very shrewd about investments and financial matters.
Lucien Kouassi strives and struggles a great deal with his ideals or spiritual aspirations. He may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or he may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, he can never quite divorce himself from his idealistic concerns.
Lucien Kouassi tends to be his own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of himself and harshly criticizing or persecuting himself when he does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in his life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Lucien's belief that he must struggle alone.
He is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Lucien Kouassi develops his power and inner strength. However, Lucien Kouassi should not make life harder than it is. He must give himself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that he is only human.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in his relationships with others, Lucien Kouassi may feel that he is better off by himself. Lucien feels that he does not fit in very well with people and he finds team-work in groups or associations difficult to achieve.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lucien Kouassi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Lucien Kouassi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Lucien Kouassi is apt to shut off the flow of his emotions and ignore his needs and feelings in order to do what he perceives as his duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of him, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering his tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Lucien Kouassi's growth. Lucien Kouassi needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both himself and others. Letting himself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in his marriage and other intimate, one-to-one relationships that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. He may see the qualities that he needs to develop more fully (described above) in his partner. It is important for Lucien Kouassi to recognize, appreciate, and listen to the people in his life who express such attributes, as well as to develop them himself. Lucien Kouassi has to put energy and attention into learning about others, and about himself through others.
Lucien Kouassi seems to be a loner, rather serious and quiet. Perhaps he is burdened by family conditions that weigh him down. Lucien prefers to associate with older or more authoritative people and is happier in a subordinate position.
Lucien Kouassi has a vivacious and lively manner with a tendency to shock others at times by bluntly blurting out his remarks. Lucien loves to be with people, but tends to get overly excited when he is with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 2nd house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
Saturn Opposition Mars/N. Node
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 7th house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Saturn
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Uranus