challenges and difficulties
Bilzerian fears of becoming emotionally dependent upon others, and may distance herself or deny her needs for relationships of closeness and intimacy so that she will not be vulnerable to rejection or abandonment. On the other hand, Lana Bilzerian may cling excessively or need constant reassurance from loved ones and family. Developing a deep, inner sense of security, as well as the ability to give and receive nurturing are important tasks for Lana.
Lana Bilzerian takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of her at work that she compromise her health. Lana can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Lana Bilzerian is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Bilzerian can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Lana has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Lana Bilzerian needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Bilzerian will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Lana Bilzerian becomes tense and upset rather easily. She becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In her eagerness to see her inspirations materialize, Bilzerian is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving her goals. Her occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
Lana Bilzerian has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restricting conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she initiates her objectives, which could work out to Bilzerian's disadvantage.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Lana Bilzerian instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Lana Bilzerian needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Lana Bilzerian becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Lana Bilzerian needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Bilzerian also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Lana Bilzerian tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Lana Bilzerian is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Lana Bilzerian needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Bilzerian.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Lana Bilzerian back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Cancer
Saturn in 6th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Square Uranus
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Opposition Mars