Kari Ann Peniche
challenges and difficulties
Peniche both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable to others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting them get to know her intimately does not come easily to Kari Ann, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Kari Ann Peniche is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Peniche.
It may be difficult for Kari Ann Peniche to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Kari Ann may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Kari Ann Peniche also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Kari Ann Peniche instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Kari Ann Peniche needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Kari Ann Peniche needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Kari Ann's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Peniche's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Kari Ann Peniche to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Kari Ann Peniche is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Kari Ann Peniche needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Kari Ann Peniche is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Kari Ann Peniche back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Going to extremes, willful rebelliousness and an instinctive anti-authoritarian attitude. Kari Ann Peniche seeks constant (and often purposeless) movement or change, involvement with unreliable people, and individual freedom at any cost.
She may have the feeling that she constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and she gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in her relationships. Kari Ann Peniche never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups she is affiliated with.
Peniche is somewhat shy and tends to feel inferior when she is with others. Kari Ann Peniche is inclined to establish relationships with weak or sick people and is always willing to help or take care of them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 5th house
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Opposition Uranus
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune
N. Node Opposition Saturn/Neptune