Serious and responsible, he tries to carry the world on his shoulders and rarely lets others know that he needs help and support. John Hawkes denies or ignores his own emotional needs and feels that others will not accept him if he appears "weak". He is especially uncomfortable with emotional dependency, and tells himself and others (even children) not to be a "baby". John Hawkes needs to accept that no one is self-sufficient all the time, and to be gentler with his "childish" emotional needs and wants. To others, he may appear to be rather hard-nosed and tough, with a businesslike attitude toward their personal concerns and feelings. Actually, no one is a truer friend. His feelings and loyalties run deep, but he often does not let people know how much he cares. John Hawkes also sometimes needs to learn to relax, enjoy himself, and play.
He is likely to be a great collector of things - a real pack rat in fact - for his belongings give John Hawkes a sense of security and continuity with the past, which is important to him. Antiques or articles with sentimental value from John's past are especially dear to him.
John Hawkes may also cling rather tightly to money and possessions, keeping them "in the family" rather than sharing freely with those outside of his immediate circle.
He is quietly devoted and faithful to his loved ones and often becomes subservient to his love partner. John Hawkes is more comfortable showing his love by doing or making something for his loved one, or simply being there for her, rather than by making any romantic, soul-stirring declarations. He is timid about expressing too much sentiment or emotion. John Hawkes also underestimates his attractiveness and lovability and doubts his own worthiness of love and appreciation.
John is attracted to foreigners, exotic places, traveling and people who can expand his horizons, teach him something, or show him places and worlds he has never experienced before. Sharing a philosophy or ideal with his love partner is important to him.
Moreover, John Hawkes feels love and kinship for people everywhere, not only for his own family, nationality, or group. Finding similarities and making links between people from differing backgrounds or with different perspectives is a gift of his.
Loyalty, fidelity and security are very important to John Hawkes in love relationships. He is cautious about giving his heart away but true to the one who does win his love. His tastes are simple, even austere, and he does not appreciate frivolity. Hawkes is interested in a person's character and inner qualities far more than in his or her appearance. Casual or superficial relationships do not interest John Hawkes at all, for love seems to get deeper and richer and more satisfying for him with time.
John Hawkes has a rich, colorful, dreamy imagination and a refined sense of beauty. Involvement in the arts, or with artistic, sensitive, or spiritually inclined people is very satisfying to him. In his friendships and romantic relationships, Hawkes tends to be unselfish, giving, and forgiving. John Hawkes might enjoy joining with others for charitable events or social service.
John has deep, compelling love feelings that seem irresistible and often irrational. His love relationships are very passionate and intense, and Hawkes experiences both agony and ecstasy in love. John Hawkes is always profoundly changed by his love experiences, though this change may stem from painful and difficult confrontations or separations. He is somewhat emotionally fanatic about things he cares about.
He is likely to have many romantic relationships or unusual love experiences. John Hawkes tends to fall in love quickly and enjoy a conquest, but then tire of what has been conquered. If he does not keep this in control, he could end up in a hasty marriage and a quick divorce.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Moon in Capricorn
Moon in 2nd house
Venus in Virgo
Venus in 9th house
Venus Trine Saturn
Venus Sextile Neptune
Venus Conjunct Pluto
Venus Conjunct Sun/Uranus