challenges and difficulties
John Carradine often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something he cannot name or specify, and he may have both: great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or oversensitivity is an important task for Carradine.
He is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with his duty, his public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. John Carradine understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and he is capable of much self-discipline and patience once he sets his sights on a goal.
But John Carradine is very judgmental and hard on himself if he fails to attain success, and he can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize his efforts.
A deep thinker, John Carradine has good powers of concentration. But Carradine thinks slowly and takes his time making decisions, which is likely to be based on practical and economical methods. Having little to say, John Carradine prefers to talk about serious or sad things.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which John Carradine instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction John Carradine needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
John Carradine's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Carradine's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress John Carradine is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but John should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution John Carradine can offer the world at large.
It is in trying to strike a balance between Carradine's inner, personal life and his career or involvement with the world at large that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. John Carradine needs to focus attention on his home and family situation, and create a secure inner anchor.
The specific habits which are likely to hold John Carradine back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Being excessively egocentric or proud, needing personal recognition and applause, wanting to be center stage all the time, needing to be important and special.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Mars
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 4th house
N. Node Opposition Sun