challenges and difficulties
Krishnamurti both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Jiddu, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Jiddu Krishnamurti is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Krishnamurti.
His attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Jiddu Krishnamurti may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to him. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Jiddu may tenaciously cling to his grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
His overall outlook on life is serious, and Jiddu Krishnamurti may feel that life or God will punish him if he does not watch his steps!
Jiddu should take care not to trust others too blindly. Some of his friends or associates may be untruthful and try to deceive him, resulting in great disappointments or even losses for Krishnamurti.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Jiddu Krishnamurti instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Jiddu Krishnamurti needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Krishnamurti's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, he is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and he can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Jiddu Krishnamurti has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. He should let his feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use his imagination and let his dreams emerge!
It is in his relationships with others that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Jiddu Krishnamurti between acting spontaneously and being true to himself versus modifying himself or his behavior to suit others. Jiddu Krishnamurti seesaws between being inordinately concerned with his self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about him. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Krishnamurti's task.
He may have the feeling that he constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and he gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in his relationships. Jiddu Krishnamurti never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups he is affiliated with.
Jiddu Krishnamurti has a strong desire to acquire a leading position in his community. Although he is very capable of assuming leadership, Jiddu also has a tendency to impose his will upon others. But in spite of that, he is likely to be successful.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Opposition Neptune/N. Node
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Neptune
N. Node Opposition Mars/MC