drive and ambition
Brown is proud and ambitious and she strives to excel, stand out and be recognized for who and what she is. Faith Brown has a very dominant ego and likes to be Number One. Faith finds it difficult to take orders from others or to stay in the background, and she hates being wrong; Faith Brown always insists that she is right!
She is forceful, strong, energetic, determined and highly competitive. Faith Brown plays hard, plays to win and does not give up easily. In fact, she sees life as a competitive sport or performance. Faith loves admiration and applause, and she has a strong sense of personal honor and integrity. Faith Brown tends to be very self-confident, even arrogant. Because of her self-confidence, Faith is able to accomplish a great deal, but if her confidence is ever undermined, Faith Brown becomes self-conscious, defensive and rather belligerent.
Asserting herself and being direct and forceful about what she wants is often very difficult for Faith. Though she may have a great deal of energy and drive, Faith Brown lacks confidence or simply the desire to put herself and her interests first. On the positive side, Brown can be very unselfish, working more for the benefit of others than for herself.
However, Faith Brown denies her own desires and needs too much, and she is likely to secretly become very angry, which will sabotage her finest efforts.
Unlike some who have hopes and fantasies, Brown is a person who tries to live out these dreams, no matter how impractical or fantastic they may seem. Faith Brown has a quixotic, idealistic streak. She may be more inspired to work for a higher cause than simply for her own personal achievement.
When Faith Brown wants something, she goes after it with passionate zeal and is sometimes so driven by her desire that she loses all objectivity. Faith gets so deeply involved in whatever she is pursuing that she becomes one-sided, even fanatical. Strong-willed and stubborn, Faith Brown insists on having her way no matter the cost. She is fascinated with power. Brown often tries to overpower anything or anyone she perceives as an obstacle, if not physically, then by the force of her will. Brown can be ruthless and impersonal when it comes to achieving her ambitions and goals in life. Faith Brown has enormous energy and is capable of extraordinary effort and great achievement. Brown can also become a compulsive workaholic.
Her efforts to do something are likely to be half-hearted. Faith Brown tends to get discouraged easily and may lack an incentive to work. Her sexual drive also may be somewhat low and Brown tends to be averse to physical exertion in general.
She is inclined to be a tyrant and wants other people to submit to her wishes. In Faith's drive to gain power, she could be ruthless and brutal at times. On the other hand, Faith Brown may have to struggle to resist being placed in someone else's hand and power.
Brown is intensely competitive and may engage in furious battles of will, numerous conflicts, and possible public controversy on the road toward meeting her objectives. Faith Brown may be drawn to activities that are dangerous - in the line of fire, so to speak. She puts herself on the line. Anger or recklessness could be her downfall.
In some ways Faith Brown may feel that she has little choice about her role in society. She is compelled either by unusual external circumstances or by an inner drive, to bring potentially dark, difficult, or taboo issues into public awareness. Faith delves into the hidden side of life - things which may have been purposefully concealed or repressed - and sheds light on them. Faith Brown could come into direct conflict with the authorities or powers-that-be as a result. She is apt to have extraordinary ambitions, and could also become overly zealous and fanatical.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Mars in Leo
Mars in 12th house
Mars Sextile Neptune
Mars Conjunct Pluto
Mars Conjunct Sun/Neptune
Mars Conjunct Pluto/N. Node
Mars Square MC
Pluto Square MC