challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Sambataro. Enza Sambataro tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Enza.
Sambataro is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Enza Sambataro does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Enza Sambataro better than being with groups of her own peers.
Her attitude toward life is quite serious and she is very thorough. Enza has the need to be by herself and think out everything very carefully before she takes action. Enza Sambataro may enjoy doing some type of creative artwork involving hard or heavy materials.
Enza wants to go her own way and tends to withdraw into herself. She prefers to be alone and tends to cut herself off from other people. Enza Sambataro may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Enza Sambataro instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Enza Sambataro needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Enza stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Enza Sambataro has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Enza Sambataro feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Enza Sambataro calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Enza Sambataro needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is deep within herself, as Enza Sambataro faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Enza Sambataro keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Her relationships with others may be rather unstable and unreliable. With a somewhat negative attitude and weak will, Enza Sambataro avoids opposition and escapes her responsibilities. In her relationships she is likely to choose people who are asocial.
Enza Sambataro tends to have a certain fear of crowds and may find it hard to integrate herself into a group of people. Working with others is not easy for Sambataro, and she may frequently encounter upsets or hostility.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Opposition Mercury/Venus
Saturn Conjunct N. Node/MC
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Saturn/Uranus