Elijah Blue Allman
challenges and difficulties
He is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing himself freely and openly is not easy for Phillips Exeter Blue I. Elijah Blue Allman tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of his "performance" is an important task for Elijah Allman.
His attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Elijah Blue Allman may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to him. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Elijah Allman may tenaciously cling to his grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
His overall outlook on life is serious, and Elijah Blue Allman may feel that life or God will punish him if he does not watch his step!
Elijah Blue Allman becomes tense and upset rather easily. He becomes irritated by the unwillingness of others to make changes. In his eagerness to see his inspirations materialize, Phillips Exeter Blue I is inclined to forego tact and diplomacy in favor of achieving his goals. His occasional outbreaks of brusque, insensitive behavior often do more harm than good.
His disposition is somewhat melancholic and Elijah Blue Allman may have a rather pessimistic outlook. Elijah Allman has an inner need to be alone and to engage in deep meditation. Elijah Blue Allman takes life seriously and may have been taught early on to learn from his mistakes.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Elijah Blue Allman instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Elijah Blue Allman needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
He is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on his path, but when under stress Elijah Blue Allman becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what he has, he is apt to ignore the subtle signals he receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Elijah Blue Allman needs to learn the limits of his ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for him. Phillips Exeter Blue I also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward his appetites and desires, as Elijah Blue Allman tends to overindulge and/or deny himself excessively.
It is deep within himself, as Elijah Blue Allman faces his own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of his life that Elijah Blue Allman keeps hidden from public view where he is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
Phillips Exeter Blue I is inclined to seek out relationships with people who have the same interests and he has a desire to work with them on obtaining mutual objectives. Some of Elijah Allman's contacts or introductions could come about suddenly.
Elijah Blue Allman seems to have an innate sense of cosmic awareness and is likely to have strong psychical or metaphysical talents. He is inclined to join some parapsychology groups where he may share his unusual experiences with others.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 9th house
Saturn Square Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/MC
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Uranus/Asc.
N. Node Conjunct Neptune/Pluto