challenges and difficulties
Daryn has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Kagan.
She is very conscientious, responsible, and concerned with her duty, her public image and reputation, and becoming a person of stature in the world. Daryn Kagan understands the need for hard work and careful planning in order to accomplish anything substantial and she is capable of much self-discipline and patience once she sets her sights on a goal.
But Daryn Kagan is very judgmental and hard on herself if she fails to attain success, and she can become dry, bitter, or cynical if the world does not recognize her efforts.
Daryn Kagan strives and struggles a great deal with her ideals or spiritual aspirations. She may go through periods of self-denial, asceticism, and in-depth study of religious philosophy and spiritual practices, or she may lose heart and become cynical about religious ideals; however, she can never quite divorce herself from her idealistic concerns.
Daryn Kagan tends to be her own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of herself and harshly criticizing or persecuting herself when she does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in her life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Daryn's belief that she must struggle alone.
She is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Daryn Kagan develops her power and inner strength. However, Daryn Kagan should not make life harder than it is. She must give herself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that she is only human.
Daryn could find it difficult to express herself and consequently she feels inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships seem strained. Conditions in Daryn Kagan's parental home may be oppressive and constrained.
Her emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and she has a tendency toward pessimism. Daryn Kagan may not feel as close in her relationships to her loved ones as she would like to be, and it could be difficult for Daryn to give and receive love.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Daryn Kagan instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Daryn Kagan needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
When under stress, Daryn Kagan is apt to shut off the flow of her emotions and ignore her needs and feelings in order to do what she perceives as her duty or simply what the practical realities of the situation dictate. This can lead to a certain rigidity and inflexibility. If overdone, self-control, self-discipline, or an exaggerated concern over what society, family or others expect of her, makes life more of a burden than an adventure.
Fostering her tender, caring, feminine, and nurturing aspects is an important step in Daryn Kagan's growth. Daryn Kagan needs to learn how to nourish and lovingly tend to both herself and others. Letting herself be taken care of sometimes is okay!
It is in her way of thinking, processing information and communicating that Daryn Kagan is most likely to wrestle with these issues. In Kagan's relationships with neighbors, colleagues, and acquaintances, she needs to try to bring out the qualities described above.
She is well-mannered and has a kind, helpful and obliging nature. Daryn Kagan is very social, loves to entertain and enjoys talking with people. Daryn feels mentally in tune with others and makes a good companion.
Daryn Kagan has a strong desire to share her opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that she has. She may enjoy studying and developing her intellectual interests with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 10th house
Saturn Square Neptune
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Moon
Saturn Conjunct Moon/MC
N. Node in Cancer
N. Node in 3rd house
N. Node Opposition Sun/Mercury
N. Node Opposition Mercury/MC