drive and ambition
He is a "busy bee" - energetic, restless, and forever on the go. His active mind is always buzzing with ideas and Darby sometimes finds it difficult to relax, slow down or take the time to reflect and regroup. Darby Crash tends to live on nervous energy. He can accomplish a great deal in short bursts, but projects that require long-term commitment, stamina and steady, persistent effort are not easy for Crash. Darby Crash often scatters his energies into so many directions and activities at once that he cannot finish or follow through on all of them. He needs variety, change and intellectual challenges.
Darby Crash has a sharp and eager mind, and he enjoys games and competitions with an intellectual challenge. Darby likes to match wits with others.
Crash often achieves his desires through his verbal skill and his ability to speak out clearly and convincingly for what he wants. His drive and energy are more intellectual than physical. Darby Crash uses his wit, intelligence, communication skills, social sophistication and awareness to achieve his goals.
Asserting himself and being direct and forceful about what he wants is very often difficult for Darby. Though he may have a great deal of energy and drive, Darby Crash lacks confidence or simply the desire to put himself and his interests first. Positively, Crash can be very unselfish, working more on behalf of others rather than for himself.
However, Darby Crash denies his own desires and needs too much, and he is likely to secretly become very angry, which will sabotage his finest efforts.
While Darby Crash enjoys challenging himself to extend his abilities or try new activities, he is apt to bite off more than he can chew. Failures or accidents due to overestimating his prowess or capacities and being overly eager and poorly prepared, may result. Fortunately these disappointments or blunders do not dampen Darby's spirits or his ambitions permanently; he has a lot of resilience and optimism. Most likely Darby Crash will need to develop his physical coordination and sense of timing in order to do some of the activities he dreams of doing.
His competitive drive and lofty ambitions (commented upon earlier) feed on either intense spiritual idealism or a rather inflated, grandiose idea of what Darby Crash can actually accomplish. His energy level is apt to fluctuate from being very high, as noted earlier, to rather low, as mentioned in the following paragraphs.
Darby Crash has a streak of the pacifist or defeatist in him. Learning to assert himself in a strong, clear, forthright manner, and developing stamina in the face of obstacles are necessary to counter such tendencies. To accomplish all he is capable of, it would also be very beneficial for Darby Crash to work on building up his physical energy. Darby needs to get regular exercise, eat healthfully, get plenty of rest (something he may require more of than average), and especially avoid activities and people that dissipate and waste his time.
Darby Crash has a powerful will and when he wants something, he pursues it passionately and relentlessly until he achieves it. He may be so driven by his desire that he loses all objectivity. Darby Crash often becomes compulsive, even obsessed, with doing or achieving something, no matter what the costs or how hard he must work for it. His forcefulness may be veiled or subtle, for often Crash does not reveal his real aims and intentions to others until they cross him. Intense power struggles and relationships with a strong dominance/submissiveness theme are likely to erupt. Darby Crash has enormous energy reserves, and is capable of extraordinary effort and great achievement if he uses his energies for constructive purposes.
Deep, compelling drives which Darby Crash does not entirely understand are apt to be the source of his rather extraordinary ambitions. He may find that a drive for dominance, power, and control arises out of the rather problematic and intense relationships Darby had with one or both of his parents. If Darby Crash is willing to delve deeply into his own fears and inner life, clearing away much of the conditioning of his earliest years, he will indeed discover tremendous inner resources which can be used to fuel his rise in the world.
Crash is intensely competitive, and may engage in furious battles of will, numerous conflicts, and possible public controversy, on his way to gaining his objectives. Darby Crash could be drawn to activities that are dangerous, in the line of fire, so to speak. He puts himself on the line. Anger or recklessness could be his downfall.
Crash may seem to have a magically easy road to success and public recognition. Doors open for Darby Crash and opportunities abound. He may have more offers than he can follow up on. Mostly this is due to a positive and generous attitude on his part. Darby's ambitions in life may have a spiritual component - based on a concern for social betterment or humanitarian ideals.
Darby Crash has a spiritual gift or vocation which colors his personal ambitions and drive for achievement. Helping people or serving the Whole is part of his role in life. Music, the arts, entertainment, and/or using imagery, visualization, or imagination can be aspects of Darby's work in the world.
Gaining his professional objectives or advancing in his career often requires considerable sacrifice on Darby's part. Specifically, Darby Crash often feels that he must deny or at least compromise some very essential aspect of his in order to succeed professionally, protect his reputation, or what have you - and this is something Crash may or may not be willing to do. Pure, unrestrained self-expression may well be more important to him than "going places" in a worldly sense. This is not to say Darby Crash will not progress or succeed, only that he will do it on his own terms.
A fast thinker, Darby is able to grasp everything immediately and can come to quick conclusions. Darby Crash thinks about a particular matter acutely and keenly and then acts swiftly. He may lean toward becoming an inventor, a mathematician or physicist.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Mars in Gemini
Mars in 12th house
Mars Quincunx Jupiter
Mars aspects Jupiter and Neptune
Mars Quincunx Neptune
Mars Square Pluto
Pluto Opposition MC
Mars Square MC
Jupiter Trine MC
Neptune Trine MC
Sun Quincunx MC
MC Opposition Mercury/Uranus