challenges and difficulties
Darby Crash has a critical, cynical attitude towards many religions and philosophies. Without realizing it, he prevents himself from appreciating new viewpoints and attitudes. Crash is more rigid and dogmatic than he realizes. His approach may also be too intellectual or moralistic. Darby Crash takes his own political beliefs and spiritual philosophy very seriously, worrying and fretting if he is not 100% clear about some ideology or theory.
Darby Crash takes both his work and his health very seriously, but he may demand so much of his at work that he compromise his health. Darby can become a workaholic, not so much because he has lofty ambitions, but because he never feels like he has done enough. Darby Crash is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that he may not enjoy it at all.
Crash can also get overly involved in self-improvement or his health, and he tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
His outlook on life is inclined to be somewhat negative and Darby Crash tries to avoid relationships and social interaction as much as possible. There is a morose side to Darby's nature that makes him feel that no one cares about him, that life is difficult and perhaps not even worthwhile.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Darby Crash instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Darby Crash needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively he is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Darby stands alone when he does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Darby Crash has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that he must be self-reliant and that only he can come up with the answers he needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate him from others, or make Darby Crash feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Darby Crash calls social "games" do not come naturally to him. Darby Crash needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Darby Crash should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Sagittarius
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/MC
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 5th house