challenges and difficulties
Carolin Kennedy has a critical, cynical attitude towards many religions and philosophies. Without realizing it, she prevents herself from appreciating new viewpoints and attitudes. Kennedy is more rigid and dogmatic than she realizes. Her approach may also be too intellectual or moralistic. Carolin Kennedy takes her own political beliefs and spiritual philosophy very seriously, worrying and fretting if she is not 100% clear about some ideology or theory.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Carolin Kennedy does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Carolin Kennedy must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Carolin Kennedy has a serious outlook on life and a tendency to dwell on her own flaws as well as those of everyone else. Kennedy could be rather reserved with people and may find it difficult to express herself, giving a more negative impression than she intended.
Around others Kennedy is somewhat humble and shy and prefer to be by herself. Carolin Kennedy tends to limit her relationships with others and associates only with like-minded people. She is inclined to be cool and reserved even toward those she loves.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Carolin Kennedy instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Carolin Kennedy needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
She is capable of withstanding outside influences and remaining constant and steady on her path, but when under stress Carolin Kennedy becomes downright obstinate and implacable, resisting any change no matter how necessary or desirable the change may be. Tenaciously trying to preserve the status quo and hold on to what she has, she is apt to ignore the subtle signals she receives about needing to do something differently, which often leads to a crisis.
Carolin Kennedy needs to learn the limits of her ability to control life, and to accept and even embrace change and loss of the familiar, in order to allow for new life and growth. "Letting go" is a major life lesson for her. Kennedy also needs to develop a balanced attitude toward her appetites and desires, as Carolin Kennedy tends to overindulge and/or deny herself excessively.
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Carolin Kennedy is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
The following are specific activities that will support Carolin Kennedy in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Kennedy, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Carolin Kennedy should become a warrior and cultivate a positive, victorious, active approach to life and to any problems she faces. It is in Kennedy's best interest to act on her own behalf instead of stalling, waiting or hoping someone else will do it for her. Carolin Kennedy needs to assert herself openly and courageously and not to be afraid to make mistakes or stumble; there are bound to be a few trial runs to any new initiative. Carolin needs to foster a healthy fighting spirit, pick herself up, and go! She also should learn to appreciate conflict and confrontation as a means to grow.
Carolin Kennedy should become more aware of the spiritual side of life and its underlying unity by getting involved in charitable activities and opening up her psychic channels. Meditation that develops Kennedy's intuitive abilities, as well as learning about the unseen side of life through her own dream experiences or altered states of awareness, can be important steps in Carolin's path.
Moreover, musical and artistic or imaginative endeavors will be important to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Sagittarius
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Mercury
Saturn Conjunct Venus/N. Node
N. Node in Scorpio
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Conjunct Mars
N. Node Conjunct Neptune