challenges and difficulties
Carnie has difficulty asserting her will and desires directly and openly. She may also suppress her anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in herself are important tasks for Wilson.
Carnie Wilson takes both her work and her health very seriously, but she may demand so much of herself at work that she compromises her health. Carnie can become a workaholic, not so much because she has lofty ambitions, but because she never feels like she has done enough. Carnie Wilson is overly responsible or overly conscientious at work, so much so that she may not enjoy it at all.
Wilson can also get overly involved in self-improvement or her health, and she tends to be a bit of a hypochondriac.
Carnie Wilson tends to be her own worst enemy, demanding inhuman perfection of herself and harshly criticizing or persecuting herself when she does not measure up. Perhaps circumstances or relationships in her life have been extremely difficult and demanding, reinforcing Carnie's belief that she must struggle alone.
She is capable of tremendous effort and of overcoming great odds and handicaps. Through these efforts Carnie Wilson develops her power and inner strength. However, Carnie Wilson should not make life harder than it is. She must give herself permission to let up sometimes, and to realize that she is only human.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Carnie Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Carnie Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Carnie Wilson - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Wilson tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Carnie Wilson is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Wilson's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Carnie Wilson needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Wilson's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The following are specific activities that will support Carnie Wilson in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Wilson, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Carnie Wilson should foster self-discipline and learn to handle responsibility. She may shoulder an inordinate amount of responsibility as well as burdens that sometimes limit Wilson's activities and opportunities in life. However, this is a maturing and ultimately empowering process. She is also likely to be offered positions of tremendous responsibility, whether Carnie really wants such jobs or not, usually because she has invested real effort and made some sort of substantial contribution.
There may be considerable obstacles in her path - more adversity than others seem to face - and Wilson's task is to learn to cope with pressure and persevere.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 6th house
Saturn Quincunx Pluto
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Conjunct Saturn