Behind Vacarro's rather calm and solid demeanor (as described on the previous page) lies a much more passionate, tumultuous, emotionally complex person (described below). She may sometimes feel torn between maintaining the status quo and a craving for intensity in her relationships.
Quiet, deep, emotionally complex and intensely private, she is not a person who is easy to get to know and understand. Brenda Vacarro is extremely sensitive but disinclined to show it, and she only allows a special few into her inner world. Like a wary animal, she is cautious and mistrustful of those she does not know until "he sniffs them out". She is highly instinctive and intuitive. Brenda Vacarro usually has a strong, immediate gut reaction to people, even though she may be unable to clearly articulate why she feels the way she does. Her feelings and perceptions go deeper than words.
Brenda Vacarro also has a powerful need for deep emotional relationships and she forms very intense love bonds and attachments. She is possessive and often jealous of anyone or anything that she perceives as a threat to her relationship with someone she loves. When Brenda Vacarro commits herself to someone or something, she is wholeheartedly devoted and expects complete loyalty in return. Brenda merges with or "marries" the person she loves at a very deep level and therefore separations are extremely painful for her, and often stormy and nasty. When Vacarro has been wounded, she is not inclined to turn the other cheek and will retaliate if at all possible. Brenda will most certainly never forget the hurt and she often harbors grievances and resentment for a very long time. Forgiveness does not come easily to her.
Whatever she does, Brenda does with passion and fervor, and she often goes to extremes. Vacarro can be hot or cold, but never lukewarm about anything. Vacarro can also be very narrow-minded: either she is 100% involved in something or it does not exist for her at all. Rarely is Brenda Vacarro emotionally detached and objective. She definitely has a fanatical streak. She is also immensely strong-willed and her tenacity in pursuing her objectives often borders on obsession. She is filled with fierce pride, courage and emotional strength.
Brenda Vacarro loves mysteries and is deeply attracted to the hidden, dark, secret side of life. Brenda never takes things at face value and is always probing beneath the surface of people and situations to discover what is really going on. Brenda Vacarro tends to be more of a cynic than an idealist.
Her energies are directed to either perfecting her techniques, skills, and abilities in work, or in "perfecting", refining, and improving herself as a person. Critical analysis and attention to minute detail are intrinsic in either process. The urge to bring about a state of wholeness or optimal functioning is a strong motivation of Brenda Vacarro's, and she is quite a perfectionist!
Vacarro can easily become overly identified or involved with the function she performs, with her work, or with her own health and "growth process".
Brenda Vacarro often feels that she is at cross purposes with herself, for her conscious intentions and desires conflict with her subconscious emotional needs and drives. She is torn in two different directions. Brenda has difficulty satisfying both her need to be an individual and her need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. Moreover, Brenda sends out mixed messages so people do not always know how to respond to her or what Brenda really wants, thereby creating confusion or conflict in close relationships.
She is direct, energetic, sometimes aggressive and combative. Brenda Vacarro often feels that she needs to fight to get what she wants, and she tends to have a "me-first" attitude that angers or irritates others. She is hasty, restless, impatient and sometimes reckless.
Brenda has lofty aspirations but does not struggle or labor to achieve them. Her self-confidence and inner harmony attract success and benefit her in an almost magical way. Her optimism and cheerful generosity also win Vacarro many allies and successes in life.
While Brenda Vacarro does have a strong drive, she frequently holds herself back. One of her challenges lies in learning to endure frustration and to patiently overcome the obstacles in her life (or her own internal caution and resistance!).
However she also has a more somber side, which keeps Vacarro's optimism from becoming ungrounded or overblown. Brenda Vacarro tends to seesaw between her faith, vision and high aspirations, and her caution and realism (or fear!). She cannot and does not rely on good luck or grace alone, and she accepts the need for hard work. Her skeptical or "somber" side is described below.
Brenda has to overcome considerable hardship in order to fulfill her personal destiny. However, she does have the strength and stamina necessary to do so. Support and helpful guidance from her father or other significant men in her life may well be lacking. In fact, their disapproval of Brenda and their harsh criticism are apt to be two of her greatest handicaps, and at times she may feel quite discouraged and alone. But true self-reliance and a solid sense of her own powers may well be the silver lining to that cloud in her life. Brenda Vacarro needs to learn to follow her own creative impulses and heart's desires, regardless of what her critics or the authorities say.
Along with her energy and drive, Brenda Vacarro has high ideals and an active fantasy life. There is a dreamer and an idealist in Vacarro, as well as a doer and a fighter. Brenda wants to win but not at the expense of others, and this may be somewhat of a dilemma for her.
While she is realistic and conscientious (or overly conscientious), as described above, Brenda Vacarro also has an otherworldly, dreamy, or mystically-inclined side, as described below.
She is very open and receptive to the spiritual, intangible, and subtle realms, and can easily receive or give conscious guidance based on her inner attunement. Brenda Vacarro takes many things for granted, such as the existence of an afterlife or the effects of subtle influences like aromatherapy, spiritual healing, etc. These things seem obvious to Brenda, whereas to many people they are a matter of conjecture or even illusory. Brenda Vacarro may not realize she has spiritual gifts because they come so naturally to her.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Taurus and Sun in Scorpio
Sun in Scorpio
Sun in 6th house
Sun Square Moon
Sun Square Mars
Sun Trine Jupiter
Sun aspects Mars and Saturn
Sun aspects Jupiter and Saturn
Sun Quincunx Saturn
Sun aspects Mars and Neptune
Sun aspects Saturn and Neptune
Sun Sextile Neptune