challenges and difficulties
Brenda has difficulty asserting her will and desires directly and openly. She may also suppress her anger and aggressiveness. Developing self-confidence, courage, and faith in herself are important tasks for Vacarro.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Brenda Vacarro does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Brenda Vacarro must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
At times Brenda Vacarro struggles with nebulous worries and insecurities, fears which may be difficult to name. Mostly, she may be afraid of getting acquainted with the inner workings of her mind and soul, feeling uneasy with anything irrational or intangible. Brenda Vacarro has to work hard to overcome being overly serious regarding the spiritual side of life, especially if her religious upbringing emphasized guilt and retribution. Reorienting herself in the direction of spiritual optimism will do much to lift the cloud of worry that settles over Brenda occasionally.
Her physical vitality and mental energy tend to be somewhat low. For this reason Brenda Vacarro should try to avoid any unnecessary emotional and physical stress and follow good health habits in order to maintain overall resistance to illness.
Brenda Vacarro has a desire to break away from tradition and to free herself from restricting conditions. Somewhat inflexible and rigid, she may suddenly become inhibited before she initiates her objectives, which could work out to Vacarro's disadvantage.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Brenda Vacarro instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Brenda Vacarro needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Brenda stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Brenda Vacarro has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Brenda Vacarro feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Brenda Vacarro calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Brenda Vacarro needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her work and her relationships with co-workers, employers, and employees that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Integrating the qualities described above into Vacarro's work and daily routine will lead to greater satisfaction, improved health, and personal growth.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Brenda Vacarro back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Brenda Vacarro's rigid self-control overly restricts her ability to freely express herself or explore possibilities. She is excessively concerned with work, duty and security. She tends to be fearful, judgmental towards herself or others, and can feel alone and cut off from sources of nourishment outside herself. Brenda Vacarro should try to learn to relax and recognize that not everything is Vacarro's responsibility.
Brenda likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in her environment. Brenda Vacarro loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aries
Saturn in 12th house
Saturn Quincunx Neptune
Saturn Opposition Sun/Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 6th house
N. Node Opposition Saturn
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.