Though Wilson may seem breezy, independent and freedom loving (as mentioned in the previous chapter), she is in fact not completely happy without a partner. She enjoys being on the move and exploring new territory, but wants a traveling companion! Wilson yearns for fulfilling, yet non-restricting relationships.
Harmony and balance are her keynotes. Audree Wilson instinctively understands the need to accommodate other people's interests and desires, and she is always fair and willing to meet others half way. Tactful, diplomatic, and quite socially aware, Audree does all she can to avoid conflict and discord. Her spirit is one of cooperation and compromise, and she often achieves through charm and discretion what would have been impossible to achieve with a direct, forceful approach.
Getting along with and pleasing others may be too important to Wilson since she can be too dependent on the approval and opinions of other to make her own decisions. Wilson will rarely act without seeking the counsel and feedback of other people. She prefers sharing and doing things with others rather than on her own. Being alone feels very unnatural to Audree Wilson, and she has a strong need for a partner and intimate one-on-one relationships.
Audree Wilson invests a great deal of her energy in personal love relationships and she is very idealistic and romantic about marriage. Audree Wilson seeks a partner who is her equal intellectually, and who is capable of a mental relationship as well as a physical and emotional one. She makes a thoughtful, considerate friend or lover, and she enjoys the traditional symbols of love - courtship, flowers, etc. Wilson perceives relationships like an art that requires time, attention and creative effort. Audree Wilson appreciates a partner who is subtle and polished, never coarse or blunt.
Fairness and equality, both in her personal relationships and in the world, are extremely important to her. If Audree Wilson fights about anything, it is often about something she feels is unfair and unbalanced. Balance is very important to Audree. She believes in moderation in all things and avoids fanaticism and extremism at all costs.
Audree Wilson also has a strong need for beautiful, harmonious surroundings and a natural sense of artistic style and grace, which is reflected in the way Wilson dresses and furnishes her home and workspace. Everything must be aesthetically pleasing and appropriate. Working with people as a counselor, advisor, consultant, or negotiator, or in an artistic field such as design or photography would be fulfilling to her.
World travel, foreign cultures, and studies which expand her intellectual horizons and broaden her understanding of the world are very attractive to Wilson.
Audree Wilson has a philosophical turn of mind and is concerned with seeking answers to the big questions of life or getting the overview of any situation. Abstract concepts and/or plans for the future occupy her mind much of the time.
There is an ongoing, subtle conflict within Audree Wilson, between her conscious attitudes and aspirations, and her deeper emotional and subconscious beliefs, needs, and feelings. This creates considerable inner stress and sometimes paralyzing indecision, mostly due to the fact that Audree may be trying to follow a path that is at odds with her subconscious desires. Chronic tightness or tension in her body may well be a signal that Audree Wilson is denying or suppressing the messages from her subconscious or emotional self.
Ideally, Audree Wilson will learn to accept the two quite different aspects of her and to express both of them. If she cannot do this, Wilson is apt to attract many relationships into her life with people who reflect her denied or repressed qualities, and who seem to make her life difficult. (Read also chapter 4 in order to get a better picture of the duality described here.)
She is very open and receptive to the spiritual, intangible, and subtle realms, and can easily receive or give conscious guidance based on her inner attunement. Audree Wilson takes many things for granted, such as the existence of an afterlife or the effects of subtle influences like aromatherapy, spiritual healing, etc. These things seem obvious to Audree, whereas to many people they are a matter of conjecture or even illusory. Audree Wilson may not realize she has spiritual gifts because they come so naturally to her.
She is intensely willful, zealous, and fanatical though Audree often hides the intensity of her feelings and her personal motives and desires. Wilson is infatuated with power and has an almost compulsive desire for personal recognition and the desire to be "somebody". Audree Wilson tends to worship heroes who have powerful personal magnetism and charisma and often seeks to emulate them. Audree Wilson both fears, and is intensely fascinated with, death and the hidden, secret, dark side of life.
Audree Wilson has a harmonious balance between her body, soul and spirit. She enjoys intellectual challenges from others, but tends to form her own mental attitudes and philosophies of life. She may be interested in studying human nature and matters of health.
Audree Wilson tends to impose her will upon others in a rather ruthless way, but on the other hand she may also be imposed upon by others. Audree feels a constant need to fight for leadership and has a great desire to become a public figure.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Sagittarius and Sun in Libra
Sun in Libra
Sun in 9th house
Sun Quincunx Moon
Sun Sextile Neptune
Sun Square Pluto
Sun Conjunct Mercury/MC
Sun Opposition Pluto/N. Node