challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Wilson. Audree Wilson tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Audree.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Audree. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Audree Wilson is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Wilson wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Audree Wilson takes her ideals and dreams very seriously and goes through periods of fervent dedication to a lofty ideal or vision. Audree has the ability to acquire true spiritual or imaginative insight, but she can also become so involved in her imaginative, idealistic pursuits that she looses perspective and develops feelings of alienation and isolation.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may think of Audree Wilson as quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Wilson should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Audree Wilson instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Audree Wilson needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Audree Wilson has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Audree Wilson needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Audree Wilson needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Audree Wilson between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Audree Wilson seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Wilson's task.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Audree Wilson back, or which she is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
Staying in relationships with domineering, controlling, abusive people or being manipulative. Audree sometimes abuses her own power to use others to her own selfish ends.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 8th house
Saturn Conjunct Neptune
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 1st house
N. Node Opposition Pluto