challenges and difficulties
Marcuzzi doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Alessia is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
It may be difficult for Alessia Marcuzzi to play spontaneously or just let her hair down, for she tends to inhibit that side of her by being too self-conscious and concerned with the impression she is making.
Alessia may work very hard at some sport or creative medium in order to excel, for she wants very, very much to be noticed, acknowledged, and recognized as special in some way. Though she may indeed be outstanding, Alessia Marcuzzi also needs to learn to relax and enjoy herself more.
Alessia could find it difficult to express herself and consequently she feels inhibited and lonely at times. She tends to isolate herself from others and her relationships seem strained. Conditions in Alessia Marcuzzi's parental home may be oppressive and constrained.
Because of her inner reserve and basic shyness, Alessia Marcuzzi appears to lack adaptability and is a bit inhibited in dealing with other people. Her approach is somewhat serious and it is difficult for Alessia to face the public.
Her emotional life is likely to be somewhat strained and she has a tendency toward pessimism. Alessia Marcuzzi may not feel as close in her relationships to her loved ones as she would like to be, and it could be difficult for Alessia to give and receive love.
Lacking confidence in herself, Alessia Marcuzzi has the feeling that her luck has abandoned her. She is inclined to sit and wait for the right opportunities to come along, placing too much emphasis on wishful thinking and is disappointed when nothing happens.
Alessia wants to go her own way and tends to withdraw into herself. She prefers to be alone and tends to cut herself off from other people. Alessia Marcuzzi could be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Alessia Marcuzzi instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Alessia Marcuzzi needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Alessia Marcuzzi has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Alessia Marcuzzi needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Alessia Marcuzzi needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
It is deep within herself, as Alessia Marcuzzi faces her own demons, fears, and struggles - those aspects of life that are not easily or readily shared, those parts of her life that Alessia Marcuzzi keeps hidden from public view where she is most likely to wrestle with these issues.
The qualities described above can also be beneficially channeled into some sort of charitable work, altruistic service or ministering to people in need.
The following are specific activities that will support Alessia Marcuzzi in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Marcuzzi, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Alessia Marcuzzi should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. She needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with her family or a community that can support her and give her a sense of safety and belonging.
Alessia Marcuzzi should develop her listening skills and deepen her understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Alessia Marcuzzi has to learn to trust her own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. She needs to care for herself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Alessia Marcuzzi's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from her past and use it in a new way. (If she is so inclined, Alessia may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts she has already developed).
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 5th house
Saturn Opposition Sun/Moon
Saturn Opposition Sun/N. Node
Saturn Opposition Moon/MC
Saturn Opposition Jupiter/Neptune
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 12th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon