challenges and difficulties
Zelda Rubinstein often has a sense of longing or homesickness for something she cannot name or specify, and she may sense both a great attraction toward, and fear of, mysticism and parapsychology.
Overcoming feelings of fear, guilt, anxiety, loneliness, or over sensitivity is an important task for Rubinstein.
Zelda may be plagued by fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Zelda Rubinstein is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Rubinstein wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Zelda has an inner conflict between idealism, hope and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. Zelda Rubinstein needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Rubinstein will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
Because of her inner reserve and basic shyness, Zelda Rubinstein appears to lack the ability to adapt and is a bit inhibited when dealing with other people. Her approach is somewhat serious and it is difficult for Zelda to face the public.
Basically shy, Zelda may become a bit inhibited when talking with other people. Zelda Rubinstein tends to withdraw from others and likes to live a humble, quiet life in seclusion. She may get involved with a group of a secretive nature, although Rubinstein is not generally one to join groups.
Quite reserved and somewhat inhibited in her relationships with others, Zelda Rubinstein may feel that she is better off by herself. Zelda feels that she does not fit in very well with people and she finds teamwork difficult.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Zelda Rubinstein instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Zelda Rubinstein needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Zelda Rubinstein has a great capacity for sympathy, tenderness, and caring, which is a gift that she is apt to over bestow at times. For balance, Zelda Rubinstein needs to foster mature self-discipline, self-control, and personal responsibility.
When under stress, she has a strong instinct to retreat back to the nest, to be a child again, or to become overwhelmed with feelings and longings to be taken care of. Also, she may encourage others to depend on her emotionally (and otherwise) to an unhealthy degree. Zelda Rubinstein needs to learn how to set limits and to turn off the flow of support when necessary.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Zelda Rubinstein should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Rubinstein considers the ability to think and speak convincingly as the most powerful instrument one can possess. She always strives for intellectual control in her environment and tends to dominate her relationships. Zelda Rubinstein has a strong desire to be the spokesman in her community.
Zelda Rubinstein has a strong desire to break records and set an example for others through her own achievements. Zelda tends to spur others on to improve results and her relationships with others serve to better conditions.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Pisces
Saturn in 8th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Conjunct Sun/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/N. Node
Saturn Conjunct Mars/N. Node
N. Node in Capricorn
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Pluto
N. Node Opposition Mars/Pluto