drive and ambition
Murray is proud and ambitious and she strives to excel, stand out and be recognized for who and what she is. Yvonne Murray has a very dominant ego and likes to be Number One. Yvonne finds it difficult to take orders from others or to stay in the background, and she hates being wrong; Yvonne Murray always insists that she is right!
She is forceful, strong, energetic, determined and highly competitive. Yvonne Murray plays hard, plays to win and does not give up easily. In fact, she sees life as a competitive sport or performance. Yvonne loves admiration and applause, and she has a strong sense of personal honor and integrity. Yvonne Murray tends to be very self-confident, even arrogant. Because of her self-confidence, Yvonne is able to accomplish a great deal, but if her confidence is ever undermined, Yvonne Murray becomes self-conscious, defensive and rather belligerent.
Asserting herself and being direct and forceful about what she wants is very often difficult for Yvonne. Though she may have a great deal of energy and drive, Yvonne Murray lacks confidence or simply the desire to put herself and her interests first. Positively, Murray can be very unselfish, working more on behalf of others rather than for herself.
However, Yvonne Murray denies her own desires and needs too much, and she is likely to secretly become very angry, which will sabotage her finest efforts.
Ordinary life often seems drab and uninteresting to Yvonne and she must have something that stirs her imagination - a vision or ideal or dream to motivate her. Yvonne Murray has a strong urge to act out her fantasies or to live her dream, and Yvonne Murray will act where others merely talk or dream. Artistic creation, drama or other areas in which Murray can express herself imaginatively are excellent for her.
Work that only serves her own narrow personal interests does not satisfy Yvonne Murray. She may lack the competitive edge, the fighting spirit, the "me first" attitude that is often required for material advancement and success. She also tends to either overestimate or underestimate her own power and abilities.
Often Yvonne Murray feels like she is being pulled in two directions - what she needs to do to fulfill her long-range ambitions, and what she actually feels like doing. This may make it difficult for Yvonne to be constant and consistent in pursuing goals, career aims, etc.
Relationships with women, trying to satisfy family needs, or other emotional attachments sometimes also conflict. Often Yvonne Murray has to decide on one or another at a given time, rather than try to have both.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Mars in Leo
Mars in 12th house
Mars Square Neptune
Moon Quincunx MC