challenges and difficulties
Yvonne has an innate distrust of groups and/or a cynical attitude toward society that may leave her feeling out of step and unable to participate in activities with her peers. Overcoming a sense of aloofness and alienation from others is an important task for Murray.
Fear of the unknown, of change, and/or of death may plague Yvonne. She strongly resists changes and transitions rather than greeting them with curiosity or a spirit of adventure, which makes them much harder for her.
On another level entirely, Yvonne Murray is very careful about joining forces, and especially her material resources, with others. Murray wants to keep her own and other people's property and assets very distinct.
Yvonne has an inner conflict between idealism, hope, and faith in the future versus doubt and oppression by limitations and practical realities. Yvonne Murray needs to develop discipline and patience in order to achieve her aspirations. Murray will grow by learning to accept frustration and to persevere in spite of obstacles.
She is not afraid of hard work and leaves no stone unturned in the pursuit of her objectives. Yvonne Murray has a strong desire to overcome any difficulties or obstacles in her way and will do this at all cost, even if it means having to use force.
She may feel hindered or oppressed by other people frequently and overcoming difficulties jointly with others could come suddenly. Yvonne Murray seems to be afraid of her own courage and may find it hard to express her desires.
Yvonne Murray may often be coerced into doing things that she does not want to do, leaving her frustrated, irritable and touchy. Yvonne could turn hard and unforgiving toward others and may break up some important relationships.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Yvonne Murray instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Yvonne Murray needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Yvonne Murray needs to take what she has learned (either through formal education or her own questing and life experience) and share it with others, communicate it or express it in a way that can benefit others. Knowledge and understanding, which does not enhance either Yvonne's quality of life or that of persons in her world, is of little real value. Putting Murray's understanding, philosophy, and convictions into practice in her daily relationships, and in the multiple choices she makes every day, will enable Yvonne Murray to really test her belief system and discover more about life.
When under stress, Yvonne Murray is apt to seek refuge in imagining that the grass is greener elsewhere, rather than working with what is at hand. Yvonne Murray needs to cultivate her ability to live in the present!
It is in any involvements she has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Yvonne Murray is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Aquarius
Saturn in 8th house
Jupiter Square Saturn
Saturn Opposition Mars/Pluto
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Asc.
Saturn Opposition Pluto/Asc.
N. Node in Gemini
N. Node in 11th house