Although Xenia Seeberg appears gentle and sympathetic toward others (as explained in the previous chapter), she is also a "warrior". Seeberg sometimes feels torn between these two facets of her character: the sensitive, tenderhearted, home-loving side, and the assertive, competitive, risk-taking side. People who first meet Xenia Seeberg often think that she is a "softy", but later find out that she is strong willed and pursues her goals aggressively.
She is a person who thrives on challenge, and she often feels that she must battle her way through life, relying on no one and nothing but her own strength, intelligence and courage. Xenia Seeberg believes in being totally honest, true to herself and her own vision and convictions, even if it means standing alone. Honesty, integrity, personal honor and authenticity are Seeberg's gods, and she has no sympathy for weakness of character in others.
Xenia Seeberg craves the freedom to do things in her own way, and she works very well independently. Cooperating with others or carrying out another's will is not her style. Xenia likes to be the chief - or to go it alone.
Xenia Seeberg loves action and if others are settling down into a nice, comfortable little rut, then she is always ready to stir things up, do something new, make changes and introduce some fresh blood. Routine and sameness are tantamount to death for her. She is not afraid of trying something that has never been done before, and even though she may sometimes be perceived as a fool, Xenia Seeberg also discovers, invents and initiates things that others will later emulate. Taking risks and following her own star are the breath of life for Seeberg, and she wilts (or gets very frustrated and angry) if she cannot do this.
She is spontaneous, impulsive, direct, enthusiastic and assertive. Xenia Seeberg believes in the power of positive thinking and positive action, and she perceives herself as a strong, even invincible, person. Xenia Seeberg hates being ill or in a position of dependency. Accepting her own human limitations and emotional needs is often difficult for her.
She is basically aggressive in her attitudes and less adept at relating to others, picking up on subtle messages and nuances, listening, nurturing and harmonizing. She is often so fired up about her own projects or goals that she inadvertently runs over or ignores other people's feelings and interests. Being receptive and appreciative of others' contributions, ideas and feelings would be highly instrumental in improving Seeberg's relationships. Her impatience to get on with things causes Xenia Seeberg to be rather insensitive, thereby alienating others unnecessarily. She also frequently tries to accomplish her goals through anger or temper tantrums. Xenia Seeberg would gain much by learning to slow down, relax and sometimes just let things be, however her energetic, restless nature rarely allows Xenia Seeberg to do so.
Her career, reputation, and public image are very important to Seeberg. Xenia Seeberg has a strong desire to be influential or make her mark on the world. The merely personal sphere does not satisfy her; her ambitions include making a major contribution and receiving broad recognition for her unique effort and gifts. Xenia Seeberg may undervalue the personal or inner side of life.
Xenia Seeberg feels that she has the support of her family or others in her environment for her creative efforts and personal goals, which enables her to act with confidence. She is able to satisfy both her need to be an individual and her need for caring relationships and a sense of belonging. She is in harmony with herself and is therefore an effective individual.
If she follows her true nature, her life is apt to be unconventional, unusual, controversial and full of insecurity and excitement. Xenia Seeberg cannot and will not be forced into a pre-set mold, and Xenia finds it difficult to conform. Her offbeat interests and tastes lead Seeberg to ventures that others may consider too "far-out" or experimental. Xenia Seeberg has a very creative, inventive streak.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Cancer and Sun in Aries
Sun in Aries
Sun in 10th house
Sun Trine Moon
Sun Opposition Uranus