challenges and difficulties
Wright both yearns for, and fears, being emotionally vulnerable with others and experiencing deep emotional intimacy. Trusting others and letting himself be known in a deep way does not come easily to Wilbur, and sexual inhibitions may result from this. Wilbur Wright is very self-protective and may be compulsively secretive. Learning to relinquish control in personal relationships, and to be completely open, is an important task for Wright.
His childhood or his relationships with his parents was restrictive, unloving, or unhappy in ways that may prevent Wilbur from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Wilbur Wright felt deprived in some manner, whether or not he actually was deprived in some way. Emotional separations or repression of his needs and feelings may typify his early life, at least as Wright remembers it. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Wilbur Wright needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Wilbur accomplish this.
He is somewhat pessimistic and prone to states of depression. Wilbur Wright may feel like withdrawing from everything and that he is not adequately equipped to handle his life. He may need someone else's point of view to balance his overly pessimistic outlook.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Wilbur Wright instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Wilbur Wright needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
His natural instinct, especially when under stress, is to passively go along with whatever is easiest, refrain from clearly analyzing or assessing his situation and perhaps even try to escape from seeing his situation clearly by indulging in fantasies, intoxicants, and the like. Dreaminess and impracticality, being unfocused and undefined (at least in certain areas) are ways Wilbur Wright copes with stress. Wilbur Wright also has trouble setting limits and saying no.
His development path lies in cultivating discrimination and clarity, becoming more precise, and developing technical and practical skills that will enable Wilbur Wright to function more efficiently in the world. Finding a way to be of practical service is also important.
It is in his dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that he is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Wilbur Wright needs to integrate in tangible ways: how he makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what he does with the resources he has. Wilbur Wright should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support Wilbur Wright in his growth. These may or may not feel natural to Wright, and he may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to his path to wholeness.
Wilbur Wright should care for and nourish children, plants, pets or other people. He needs to make a home, create and sustain strong relationships with his family or a community that can support him and give him a sense of safety and belonging.
Wilbur Wright should develop his listening skills and deepen his understanding and appreciation of women and their perspective. Wilbur Wright has to learn to trust his own feelings, intuitions and emotional needs. He needs to care for himself in an accepting, non-judgmental way.
It is in Wilbur Wright's best interest to take all that is good and helpful from his past and use it in a new way. (If he is so inclined, Wilbur may want to explore the potential of past-life regression to tap into gifts he has already developed).
He is very social, loves artistic events and entertainment, and has the ability to show his feelings without reservation. Wilbur Wright probably found joy in learning things early in life and he keeps in close relationships with his family and other relations.
Wilbur Wright tends to associate with weak or negative people and is inclined to find most of his relationships rather unfulfilling. Feeling like an outsider, Wright gets the impression that others try to restrain him.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Scorpio
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Uranus/Neptune
N. Node in Virgo
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Moon
N. Node Opposition Mercury/Venus
N. Node Conjunct Mars/Saturn