challenges and difficulties
Vicki Lawrence has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. She is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that she discourages herself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Lawrence knows it should be done.
She frequently over analyze or pick things apart mentally. Vicki Lawrence may be something of a hypochondriac also. Vicki must learn that she does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax her unnecessarily high or strict standards.
Her attitude toward religion, philosophy, and politics is very conservative and possibly narrow or rigid. On the one hand, Vicki Lawrence may believe in nothing that is speculative or intangible, requiring proof for any idea presented to her. Each idea is thoroughly and systematically examined. On the other hand, Vicki may tenaciously cling to her grand philosophical or metaphysical beliefs and opinions, refusing to modify them or to be open and receptive to others' insights and perspectives.
Her overall outlook on life is serious, and Vicki Lawrence may feel that life or God will punish her if she does not watch her steps!
Her faith, optimism, and sense of possibilities are tempered by much caution, and often doubt or skepticism as well. Whatever hopes or visions Vicki Lawrence has for her life are firmly held in check by her sense of reality. At times she may wish for more freedom, but Vicki also fears it and hang back. Vicki Lawrence may blame practical limitations or some external condition or the prevailing Authority for her own inhibitions.
She is inclined to preserve and build up her heritage. Others are attracted to her, but at the same time Vicki Lawrence gives the impression of being unapproachable. Lawrence tends to hold back her feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in her love relationships.
Vicki Lawrence has a sense of duty and responsibility, but may find it difficult to make up her mind and come to a decision. Lawrence is somewhat slow to act, and her need to be fully prepared inclines her to let good opportunities slip away at times.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Vicki Lawrence instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Vicki Lawrence needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Vicki Lawrence - so much so that she seeks them out at her own expense. When she is under stress, Lawrence tends to look outside herself for approval or answers, and she leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge her own path through life is a key factor in her self-development.
Vicki Lawrence is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about her intentions or desires, and she can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Lawrence's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Vicki Lawrence needs to cultivate her ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on her own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
The arena she is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Vicki Lawrence should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials she feels she possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 9th house
Jupiter Quincunx Saturn
Saturn Opposition Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition Mars/Jupiter
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 5th house