challenges and difficulties
She is very self-conscious and has a great need for ego-affirmation and praise. Expressing herself freely and openly is not easy for Vareková. Veronika Vareková tends to work hard at playing and "having fun", rather than being light-hearted and spontaneous. Developing self-love and self-acceptance regardless of her "performance" is an important task for Veronika.
Vareková is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Veronika Vareková does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Veronika Vareková better than being with groups of her own peers.
Vareková forges ahead diligently, but may have to work harder than others to gain recognition for her efforts. Reserved and shy, Veronika Vareková tends to build a wall between herself and others and she seems to be more receptive to older and more mature people.
She is a bit skeptical, somewhat irritable, and others may find Veronika Vareková quarrelsome or nagging. Her nervousness seems to stem from her tendency to over-work herself, and Vareková should try not to make more demands on others than they are able to handle.
Sometimes circumstances appear to be working against Veronika, and she may have to confront major challenges. Veronika Vareková will probably have to work harder than others in order to succeed, thereby rendering her hard and cold hearted in her decision-making.
Veronika tries to build her life on solid ground, but may find it difficult to move forward because she always tends to look back. This could result in feelings of inferiority and periodic depression.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Veronika Vareková instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Veronika Vareková needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Instinctively she is a fighter and an individualist who can stand alone when necessary. Very often, however, Veronika stands alone when she does not need to, not realizing the support, assistance, and resources others may have to offer. Veronika Vareková has a tendency to "reinvent the wheel" and to feel that she must be self-reliant and that only she can come up with the answers she needs. Implicit in this attitude is a kind of arrogance as well as a rather competitive approach, which - at its worst - can alienate her from others, or make Veronika Vareková feel that "it is me against the world".
Social skills and graces and what Veronika Vareková calls social "games" do not come naturally to her. Veronika Vareková needs to learn how to share and join others, and how to negotiate and resolve conflict with others in a cooperative way.
It is in her relationships with others that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. There is a dynamic balance (or conflict) within Veronika Vareková between acting spontaneously and being true to herself versus modifying herself or her behavior to suit others. Veronika Vareková seesaws between being inordinately concerned with her self to being overly conciliatory and concerned with others' needs, rights, or opinions about her. Learning to act authentically and forthrightly regardless of possible consequences is Vareková's task.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Leo
Saturn in 11th house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Asc.
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Jupiter/Pluto
Saturn Conjunct Asc./MC
N. Node in Libra
N. Node in 1st house