Verna Hull motivation
Verna Hull is actually a more sensitive, vulnerable and compassionate person than her proud and somewhat vain manner (described in the previous chapter) would suggest. Although she maintains a strong, confident facade, she is actually quite soft, understanding and caring.
At heart she is very gentle, impressionable and receptive - a dreamer. The world of her imagination, feelings, and intuition is as real to Verna Hull as anything in the outer world, though she may have trouble verbalizing or interpreting her inner experiences in a way others can understand. Mystical, artistic, musical, emotional and imaginative, she has a rich inner life, though Hull may seem rather unobtrusive and quiet outwardly. Verna Hull usually keeps to herself.
Verna shows great sensitivity and empathy toward others and often senses things psychically or intuitively which prove to be correct. She is tolerant, forgiving and nonjudgmental, accepting people unconditionally regardless of their flaws, mistakes, or outward appearance. Verna has deep compassion for the suffering of any fellow creature and she often feels the pain of others as if it were her own. Verna Hull sympathizes with the needy, the disadvantaged and the misfits of society. She is capable of giving selflessly, living a life of devoted and compassionate service to others, as a healer, physician, social worker or minister. However, Hull tends to give indiscriminately, to let others take advantage of her kindness, and to encourage the weak to remain so by becoming dependent upon her. Verna has little sense of boundaries, or of knowing when to say "no". Moderation and self-discipline are not her strong points.
She is a lover and a peacemaker rather than a fighter, and she tries to avoid open conflict. Hull will patiently ignore or "tune out" problems and hope they will go away by themselves, rather than confront them directly and Hull tends to lack the positive, fighting spirit that is sometimes necessary to overcome challenges. She is fluid, open, nonresistant and somewhat passive. Verna Hull does things in a subtle, often covert, manner.
Her gifts may also lie in the realm of the creative, artistic, or musical, for she possesses great sensitivity, inspiration and limitless imagination. Verna Hull has a strong affinity for beauty and love.
Her faults include a tendency to be lazy and negligent, and to wallow in self-pity rather than take strong, definite action to change her life for the better. She also tends to become so detached from her immediate environment that she lives in a disorderly, chaotic sort of hodgepodge, though this probably bothers those around Hull more than it bothers her.
Verna Hull invests a tremendous amount of her creative energy into her relationships with others, particularly her marriage or other close partnerships. Verna feels that she needs others in order to be all that she can be, and she is disinclined to solitary activities and endeavors.
Working with people on a one-to-one basis to bring about mutual understanding, harmony, and satisfaction is an area in which Verna Hull can really excel. Counseling or negotiating are talents of hers.
Verna Hull tends to struggle with how to assert her will and she gets what she wants in life in a way that she can feel good about. Hull may be unsure about when to use force and take decisive action, and she may occasionally become inappropriately aggressive or pushy. Verna Hull may also disapprove of her own anger, competitiveness, or aggressive impulses - and thus have difficulty accessing her personal power. Learning to accept and express her "masculine" or "yang" qualities in a positive manner is a challenge for Hull.
While Verna Hull does have a strong drive, she frequently holds herself back. One of her challenges lies in learning to endure frustration and to patiently overcome the obstacles in her life (or her own internal caution and resistance!).
Realistic and practical, Verna Hull sets goals for herself that are modest enough for her to actually achieve. She is able to tackle long, difficult projects and see them through, for Hull possesses self-discipline, concentration and perseverance. Verna Hull also has a strong sense of responsibility and is very conscientious about fulfilling her obligations. Hull often does things because she feels it is expected of her.
Her comprehension is exceptional and Verna Hull reacts to everything very quickly. Hull shows deep respect for knowledge and feels that she must learn everything there is to know. Studying probably was encouraged early on and Verna Hull was raised to be successful.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Ascendant in Leo and Sun in Pisces
Sun in Pisces
Sun in 7th house
Sun Quincunx Mars
Sun aspects Mars and Saturn
Sun Trine Saturn
Sun Conjunct Jupiter/Uranus
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