challenges and difficulties
Weld doubts her own intelligence and mental capacities, and she may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Tuesday is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for her.
She may have nebulous but ever-present guilt and fears that are difficult to pinpoint or eradicate. It is as if Tuesday Weld does not trust Life itself, and is always seeking ways to defend herself from its dangers and its unknowns. Tuesday Weld must learn to overcome her ingrained habit of discouragement and anxiety, and to see the world more as a friendly place than as a treacherous one.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tuesday Weld instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Tuesday Weld needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Tuesday Weld's path lies in her development as an individual, the discovery of her own strengths and joys, the capacity to express her uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Weld's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Tuesday Weld is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, she may believe that striving to do her personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Tuesday should let go of this notion. Finding her own center and doing what gives her delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Tuesday Weld can offer the world at large.
It is in her dealings with money, financial security, tangible assets and possessions that she is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above are ones Tuesday Weld needs to integrate in tangible ways: how she makes a living, building assets and a secure material base, what she does with the resources she has. Tuesday Weld should try to avoid over involvement or entanglements with other people's money matters, legal business, and personal affairs.
The following are specific activities that will support Tuesday Weld in her growth. These may or may not feel natural to Weld, and she may initially resist or feel awkward about them, but they are crucial to her path to wholeness.
Tuesday Weld should develop faith and confidence both in herself and in a higher power that can guide, nourish, and help her. She needs to expand her willingness to dream and envision better things in life by studying religion, philosophy and other subjects that enable her to acquire a larger, more inclusive view of the world.
Being generous with her time, energy and resources in helping others achieve a better life will in turn benefit Tuesday Weld.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 12th house
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 2nd house
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter