challenges and difficulties
Krabbé doubts his own intelligence and mental capacities, and he may work very hard at studies in order to compensate for this. Tim is often overly serious and disinterested in light or superficial conversation. Spontaneous communication, social give-and-take, and making small talk are likely to be difficult for him.
Tim Krabbé has a mature, disciplined, serious attitude toward life that colors everything he does. Caution and realism are his virtues though Tim limits himself at times by being too careful, shy or fearful, not believing in himself enough, or lacking the required assertiveness. Others find Tim Krabbé difficult to get to know intimately, as Krabbé tends to distance himself from them or to outwardly adopt a rather stern, "adult" demeanor.
Tim may find it difficult to express himself, thereby feeling inhibited and lonely at times. He tends to isolate himself from others and his relationships come across as strained. Conditions in Tim Krabbé's parental home may be oppressive and strained.
He is likely to find it hard to make decisions, looking forward to the future with great enthusiasm on the one hand, but afraid of misjudgments on the other. Never quite sure about anything, Tim Krabbé may periodically withdraw from situations and people.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Tim Krabbé instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Tim Krabbé needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Tim Krabbé's path lies in his development as an individual, the discovery of his own strengths and joys, the capacity to express his uniqueness and to stand out in a crowd. This involves becoming a leader, even though Krabbé's instinct is actually to be "one of the Indians" rather than the "chief". When under stress Tim Krabbé is apt to seek safety in numbers, to go along with the group. Also, he may believe that striving to do his personal best and to excel is wrong or selfish, but Tim should let go of this notion. Finding his own center and doing what gives him delight and energy is the most worthwhile contribution Tim Krabbé can offer the world at large.
The arena he is most likely to wrestle with these issues is in playful self-expression, games or sports, and creativity. Tim Krabbé should try to develop any artistic, expressive, creative potentials he feels he possesses, utilizing the qualities described above.
The specific habits which are likely to hold Tim Krabbé back, or which he is prone to overdo, especially during stressful periods, include:
The need to be first all of the time and demonstrate an aggressive or bossy attitude, impatience or irritability; an over-eagerness to use force or violence to gain advantage and the tendency to resort to fighting or using confrontation too quickly.
Tim Krabbé tends to be a bit too idealistic and may place too much hope in his relationships, resulting in frequent disappointments. Tim could be attracted to naive people, but some of his contacts may also turn out to be swindlers.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Gemini
Saturn in 1st house
Saturn Conjunct Sun/Moon
Saturn Conjunct Mercury/Jupiter
N. Node in Leo
N. Node in 5th house
N. Node Opposition Mars
N. Node Conjunct Jupiter/Neptune