Sung Hi Lee challenges and difficulties
Lee either overvalues or undervalues her possessions and assets. She can also go to extremes in dealing with bodily needs and desires, being either hedonistic or ascetic. Sung Hi Lee may deny herself sensual pleasure and enjoyment of the fruits of her labors. She may also be stingy and unable to give freely. Many times Sung Hi Lee feels that she does not have "enough" to make her feel secure, regardless of how much (money, insurance, etc.) she has!
Lee is generally not a "joiner" and she does not feel comfortable in clubs, organizations or other groups of people that are centered on some common ideal or interest. If Sung Hi Lee does participate in a group, she may find the rules and procedures restrictive - or she may simply feel that she does not fit in with the others.
Being alone or with older, more experienced people suits Sung Hi Lee better than being with groups of her own peers.
Sung Hi Lee tends to seesaw between hope, optimism and faith versus doubt and oppression due to limitations and practical realities. She needs to overcome impatience and restlessness in order to achieve her dreams and desires for a better life.
The side of Sung Hi Lee that wants and needs structure, order, stability, and a disciplined way of life is at odds with her urges for unfettered freedom, change, excitement, and discovery. There is apt to be much discontent, inner stress, and tension as a result, and at times Sung Hi finds it hard to relax. Sung Hi Lee may act out in a rebellious way now and then, or clamp down hard on herself, in an attempt to strictly control her "wild" impulses. Lee's task is to try to find a reasonable balance between order and creative chaos in her life.
Lee may find it difficult to relate to people and express her feelings, especially in love relationships. On the hand, Sung Hi Lee wants relationships yet on the other, she would rather be by herself. A sense of personal inadequacy makes Sung Hi withdraw from others and feel lonely as a result.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Sung Hi Lee instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that she is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for her. The direction Sung Hi Lee needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Cultivating the qualities of empathy, gentleness, and compassion will help counterbalance Lee's deeply ingrained perfectionism and critical nature. When under stress, she is apt to try to rigorously analyze and focus on what needs to be corrected or improved, and she can easily become problem-oriented and lose sight of the big picture.
Sung Hi Lee has to learn to relax and surrender to the flow of events without having to figure everything out all the time. She should let her feelings and intuitions flow more freely, be more flexible and fluid, use her imagination and let her dreams emerge!
It is in fostering a personal vision or philosophy of life, whether through religious or philosophical studies, education or the wisdom of distant lands or cultures that Sung Hi Lee is most likely to wrestle with these issues. Sung Hi Lee needs to cultivate the qualities described above in this endeavor. Long distance communication and involvement with foreigners is likely to be significant to Lee.
Lee always looks to establish relationships with groups or associations and has the ability to blend in unobtrusively. Sung Hi Lee has a way of integrating the needs and feelings of others, while taking into consideration the proceedings of the association.
Sung Hi likes beautiful surroundings and knows how to create harmony in her environment. Sung Hi Lee loves to be around people and has a strong desire to be influential in social circles.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Taurus
Saturn in 11th house
Jupiter Opposition Saturn
Saturn Quincunx Uranus
Saturn Conjunct Venus/Mars
N. Node in Pisces
N. Node in 9th house
N. Node Conjunct Moon/Mercury
N. Node Opposition Jupiter/Asc.
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