challenges and difficulties
Steve Schroyder has a penchant for order and precision, and an almost compulsive attention to detail. He is often hypercritical and can be such a demanding perfectionist that he discourages himself or others from even attempting something that will not be done exactly the way Schroyder knows it should be done.
He frequently over analyzes or picks things apart mentally. Steve Schroyder may also be somewhat of a hypochondriac. Steve must learn that he does not have to rationally understand everything in order for it to be valid, and also to relax his unnecessarily high or strict standards.
His childhood or his relationship with his parents was restrictive, unloving or unhappy in ways that may prevent Steve from allowing other people to get close to him in later life. Steve Schroyder feels that he was deprived in one form or another, regardless of whether he actually was or not. His early life - at least as Schroyder remembers it - may have been marked by emotional separation or repression of his needs and feelings. Forgiving his parents and/or letting go of any resentments he has about the limitations that he experienced early in his life is crucial. Also, Steve Schroyder needs to build his own solid foundation, and investing time and energy into his home, domestic relationships, and inner life can help Steve accomplish this task.
He is inclined to preserve and build up his heritage. Others are attracted to him, but at the same time Steve Schroyder gives the impression of being unapproachable. Schroyder tends to hold back his feelings and is somewhat inhibited with others, especially in his love relationships.
Steve wants to go his own way and tends to withdraw into himself. He prefers to be alone and tends to cut himself off from other people. Steve Schroyder may be a bit too serious and conservative.
Now we will discuss patterns of behavior which Steve Schroyder instinctively and habitually reverts to when under stress - a mostly subconscious process that he is apt to over indulge in because it is so familiar and hence easy for him. The direction Steve Schroyder needs to follow in order to develop balance, greater awareness, and wholeness is also described.
Seeking harmonious interpersonal relationships, cooperation, and togetherness, as well as the desire to please or appease other people, are drives that come very naturally to Steve Schroyder - so much so that he seeks them out at his own expense. When he is under stress, Schroyder tends to look outside himself for approval or answers, and he leans on others too much. Therefore, developing self-reliance, and the courage to look inwardly for answers and forge his own path through life is a key factor in his self-development.
Steve Schroyder is often tempted to be less than completely straightforward about his intentions or desires, and he can become enmeshed in a quagmire of "little white lies". Stark honesty - both inward and toward others - is the only way out! This, however, leads to the need to confront some of Schroyder's most deeply ingrained fears, such as "what if they do not like me?" and "what if I have to go through this alone?".
Steve Schroyder needs to cultivate his ability to be assertive, take initiative and act on his own behalf. Directness and self-reliance are imperative.
It is in any involvements he has with teams, clubs, organizations, networks, and the like that Steve Schroyder is most likely to wrestle with these issues. The qualities described above need to be channeled into some sort of group effort or experience, or have some impact on society at large.
He may have the feeling that he constantly has to surrender to the wishes of other people and he gives the impression of having a passive or indifferent role in his relationships. Steve Schroyder never takes the initiative and depends on the support of groups he is affiliated with.
Steve Schroyder has a strong desire to share his opinions with others and is inclined to seek out people who have the same ideas that he has. He may enjoy studying and developing his intellectual interests with them.
Astrological factors in this Astro Profile section:
Saturn in Virgo
Saturn in 4th house
Saturn Opposition Venus/Jupiter
Saturn Opposition N. Node/MC
N. Node in Aries
N. Node in 11th house
N. Node Opposition Moon/Neptune
N. Node Conjunct Mercury/MC